Fourth day being as a senior..
And seriously, It sucks.
Cos qianqian has been absent for 2 day CONTINUOSLY, and I dont have a mate.
UGhhhhh! Why couldn't shiwei been in the same class as us??!
So... I actually PAID ATTENTION in class. *yay me!
Overall, it was okay... EXCEPT when it was English class. =.=

Being alone during recess SUCKS, well.. Shiwei went up back into her class after we finished lunch.
But still, it sucked. Like.. DARN SERIOUSLY.
I was like.. going extra extra EMO.
And the ONLY way i could mellow the feeling down, was to read my Jodi Picoult.
But!! It made me worst. Cos I'm reading 'Nineteen Minutes' now, and the guy wanted to kill himself.
I actually KNEW how he felt, and he's DARN brave to hold a gun by his head.
I wish I could do it, but I know.. Tomorrow will be a better day.

My english teacher - Russell. He's quite a nice guy, and he's friendly and all.
BUT, he made us write a 180 words essay in 15 minutes.
The topic: My first day for English Class. LOL.
Mine, started this way:
I felt alone. Miserable. Desperate. Insecure. Why? For what?
and blahblahblah.. I quite like the essay actually.. =DD
It was FUN. really FUN.
Cos I dont really write factual stuff, the only type of essays that I'm good at're THESE kinda essay.
Essays FULL of emotion. Or maybe novels by Jodi Picoult / Alice Seybold.
I just have this cordial feel with'em. THEY make me feel secure.

My mom's nagging me to go to bed now..
So.. Nite babes.
Lemme share this song with ya guys. =)

I cant fight this feeling anymore - dunno who the actual singer is, but i heard it from Glee.

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
'Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever

'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
Even if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore