I just realized that LIFE'S REALLY COMPLICATED.
I'm not sure if it's my problem, or what...
But I feel that the world is just TOO COMPLICATED.
I dont get what people are saying to me,
I dont get why people treat me that way,
I dont get which part of me needs to change,
I dont get when to start doing things,
And I dont get HOW to be happy.


#1. Happiness is a MOOD, not a destination.
But to me, I think it's a mood AND a destination. =)


#2. To be a star, you must shine your own light..
Follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness,
for that is when the star shine brightest.

It's just tooooo complicated for me to process!
It's frustrating! TOO FRUSTRATING!
I know that some things happen in a chain-like way..
But I never thought that it'd happen to me one day.
I know I'm wrong, but... I didn't know.
I'm sorry.. but I really didnt know.



I'm sitting in front of the laptop..
My mind's blank. I can't think of anything..
Except for the lyrics of this song I'm listening to..
The lyrics make me feel like crying..
Because of the 'I wish I were with you'..
gaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!
I missed him so much today..
And I realized after 376 days..
I dont REALLY understand him, but I still like him. =D



I know it's weird and all..
But it's true!!!!
UGhhhhhh! I feel like imma weirdo!

It's late now.. Life's too complicated for me to understand!!!

Rachel (GLEE) - Merry Christmas Darling

Greeting cards have all been sent
The Christmas rush is through
But I still have one wish to make
A special one for you

Merry Christmas darling
We’re apart that’s true
But I can dream and in my dreams
I’m Christmas-ing with you

Holidays are joyful
There’s always something new
But every day’s a holiday
When I’m near to you
The lights on my tree
I wish you could see
I wish it every day
Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire
To see you and to say

That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year, too
I’ve just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you

Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire
To see you and to say
That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year, too
I’ve just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you
I wish I were with you

#3. True love does not come by finding the perfect person..
But by learning to see an imperfect person PERFECTLY.