Fantastique

letter's to juliet

2011-05-29T08:43:00.000-07:00

Just watched letter's to Juliet just now.
And I swear that I'd take several months off to go backpacking around Europe!
VERONA is definitely a MUST-GO.
I'm terribly terribly terribly in love now!
And I'm seriously MOTIVATED.

If you're a girl,
And you think that you're in love.
Or maybe you're waiting for your True-Love,
You REALLY should watch this show. =3

Here're some quotes that I found extremely irresistable from just now.
And personally, it's also very VERY ME.
So if ya like it, please REMEMBER to go watch the show.
If ya dont, SHOO OFF.

Because the truth is, Sophie, I am madly, truly, deeply, passionately in love with you.

The quote below's a quote from the movie, which was quoted from Romeo and Juliet - Shakespear. And the brief meaning of it is:
You can doubt that stars are made of fire,
you can doubt that the sun doesnt move,
you can doubt that 'truth' is a 'liar'..
BUT, Never ever ever doubt the love I have for you.

Doubt thou stars are fire
Doubt that the sun doth move
Doubt truth be a liar
But never doubt I love

And this quote is truly written by a professional. ;)
It's SWEET, and at the same time.. Really TRUE.
Cos none of us seriously knows what LOVE feels like.
And it differs from every single individual.

I don’t know what a love like that feels like…
a love to leave loved ones for, a love to cross oceans for…
but I’d like to believe that IF I ever felt it.
I’d have the courage to seize it.
I hope you had the courage to seize it, Claire.
And if you didn’t, I hope one day that you will.

Canon EOS1100

2011-04-17T08:26:00.000-07:00

I BOUGHT THE CAMERA I WANTED!
*eventhough it wasnt the colour I wanted, but STILL*
IT'S NICE! AWESOME! SUPERB! ♥
And it's niceee!!!
Maybe I REALLY MIGHT BECOME A PROFESSIONAL PHOTO-JOURNALIST next time! =D

The photos are takin a HELL long to be uploaded..
So i guess I'd load it up next time!
Nite peepos! ;D

Frustrated day

2011-04-10T07:56:00.001-07:00

T'was a horrible day for moi today!
And my emotions are getting UNSTABLE.
I feel like having a BLOODTHIRSTY KILL.

1st off:
I DONT KNOW WHY I CANT DO IT!
I keep trying, and trying, and trying.. But nothing comes!
It doesnt appear! It doesnt happen! As if it has disappeared from the world.
And I would never EVER EVER be able to accomplish it!

i keep trying to play it nicely, but I dont know HOW!
I tried and tried and tried!
I just hope that all the 'trying' would eventually work out.. >.<

2nd off:
I dont know why there're these few people in my class who dont wanna cooperate,
but still want to participate!
They didnt sing, even when I asked them to..
And they were UNHAPPY that I asked them to sing.
OKAY. I take it that they didnt wanna participate in the competition.
But after I deleted their names from the list,
they were STILL UNHAPPY.
WTF man!

You didnt wanna sing, but then still wanna participate.
FOR WHAT?
There's no meaning to it!
And it's just a waste of your time!

And they say that we're FORCING them to do so,
and that we have to encourage them to sing. =.=
what are they? Toddlers?
And 1 humongous question: HOW SHOULD I ENCOURAGE THEM?

Owh yeah, and they said that they were SHY.
If they were shy in singing in class,
how could they tolerate singing in front of everyone?
And even if they were shy,
why dont they think about the other people who're also SHY, but STILL SING?

They said they MIGHT sing in the hall even if they dont sing in class..
WHAT ABOUT THE BALANCING?
We've finished all the balancing,
and then these FEW people suddenly rush in!
It's gonna create havoc! A catastrophy!!

I dont get WHAT THEY WANT.
They dont wanna sing, but wants'na participate.
They wanna participate, but dont wants'na sing.
Aint that just extremely contradictory?

Finally back

2011-04-08T09:33:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps!!! I'm finally back!!! ;D
My modem's service provider was bankrupt.
BOOHOO~!
But WTH, i'm back world!!!

There's this thing that've been in my mind for several days now,
I'm questioning about my 'like' towards HIM.
I dont know WHY I'm questioning bout it,
But AHHHH!!!
I THINK I MIGHT FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS OTHER GUY!!!!

#1. She is so FRENCH! SEXY!!!!!!

I know.. It's STUPID.
We've been together for 455 days, and i'm questioning myself!
All I know is, I really think i really really MIGHT fall for this other guy!
It hasnt happened yet, but it's like a.. 80/20 chance that i'd fall for him!

Well, the thing is.. I think I'd fall for him is cos:
1. HE is too far away, and it sucks when your best friend keeps tellin' ya the things that're happening to her.
2. I guess I'm LACK OF LOVE.
3. It's LONELY.
4. I dont know how to KEEP my feelings for HIM,
*and not let it be flying away with the wind.*

#2. searching.. for the right path to keep on going.

It SUCKS.
Everyday, I think I'm falling into the trap more and more.
And eventually, gradually.. I'd seriously fall for him.
UGGHHHHH!!!!!!!
LIFE'S SO FRUSTRATING!

If ya see this post, please give me some advice!!!
A = HIM - the faraway HIM.
B = The other HIM.

here's a song to go with my FEELINGS.

Kay Tse 謝安琪【脆弱】

《脆弱》
唱：謝安琪曲：方大同詞：李焯雄編曲 / 監製 : 周博賢
我脆弱像泡沫碰泡沫被戳破
我陷落像漩渦的漩渦絞碎但活著
不斷在剝落有個我被吞沒

我脆弱像薄膜擠薄膜快壓破
自信過像蛋殼被輾過
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被揮霍
剩我一個一個人執著又算什麼

那麼為什麼是我我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭偷襲便逃走
為什麼我不覺得快樂也不覺得難過為什麼而活愛又算什麼好多假動作我們都寂寞

我脆弱像粉末吹粉末在散落
我愛過但寂寞更飽和
我還能相信些什麼
當承諾和溫柔都被揮霍
剩我一個一個人執著又算什麼

那麼為什麼是我我真的脆弱
記憶丟石頭偷襲便逃走
為什麼我不覺得快樂也不覺得難過
為什麼而活愛又算什麼
好多假動作我們都寂寞

是否已錯過最好的下一個那會不會你錯過我各自生活被放錯了角落為何總是覺得有點不妥不知道缺少了什麼
花自開又自落

為什麼是我（我真的脆弱）
我真的脆弱（命運丟石頭）
命運丟石頭（偷襲便逃走）
偷襲便逃走（為什麼）
為什麼（我沒有想些什麼）
我沒有想些什麼（念頭自動出沒）
WO （都由不得我 )
AH (就算有人愛我) 就算有人愛我

Stephanie Gee

2011-03-17T08:11:00.000-07:00

Band practice today!
Quite tired, but it was fun anyways!
LOVE it when we have section practice! =D
And I realized that I play lower and middle octaves better..
I SUCK in my higher octave. >.<

aww yeah, here's Stephanie Gee - a korean.
And this's the soothing version of Love The Way You Lie.
Almost EVERYONE says I look like her.. >.<
EVEN MY MOM!!! @.@

And THANKS TO CYRUS, I keep going on youtube for songs nowadays!
And I found Jason Chen *introduced by Cyrus, and also his fav singer*
Joseph Vincent and Clara C. =DDD

So GO LISTEN TO THEIR SONGS!
I'll upload'em up tomorrow!
Makss!!!

Enjoy the songs! =D
Lovessss!!
Gotta sleep now.
And here's the pic of moi's hamster - CHERCHE.

HAMSTERSSS!!!!

2011-03-15T07:18:00.000-07:00

Hey poppets!
It's the holidays now..
AND I GOT A HAMSTER YESTERDAY!
At Ampang, GE mall's Pet Wonderland. EXPENSIVE!

It's CUTE!!! But my mum's PC's having some problems, so I cant load up HER pics!
But I SWEAR I'll put it up later next time. =D
Her name is Cherche by the way - A FRENCH-ISH NAME!
So... HMMMM...

I wanna buy a DOG - LABRADOR.
And I've already thought of her name - Genevie.
Nice right??? I KNOW. You may think it's weird, but I can assure you.. THAT'S ME!

And remember the other day when I said I went and watched 'I am No. 4'?

I watched Beastly the other day with Loong Koon and WeiYe. =D
Vanessa Hudgen's smile is SO NICEEE!!!!

Here're some pics of the gal I like in 'I am no. 4'.
She's No. 6 in the show, and her real name's Teresa Palmer.

pretty and sexy right? I KNOW!
ARRHHHH!!! I LOVE HER STYLEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

In these bodies we will live, in these bodies we will die.
Where you invest your love, you invest you life. =D

Imma back

2011-03-09T07:54:00.000-08:00

Hey peeps and poppets! Imma back!
More than a week of 'non-fb and blogging and using the com'..
I'm BACK!!! =D

Got our results today.. and it met my expectations!
BM: tak tau yet.
BC: 70! *without tuition*
BI: 74/90 = 82
Math: 28.5
BK: 99 *careless mistake, i FKINGLY FORGOT TO WRITE 'RM'* =.=
Com: 83
History: 73
Business: tak tau.

So actually it's quite ALRIGHT.
But I believe I CAN do better!!! =D

#1. HELL YEAH. THAT'S ME!

Owh yeah..
Me qian and shiwei went to KLCC yesterday - 08/03/10
Watched 'I AM NO. 4' *THE GUY IS SO FREAKINGLY HANDSOME*
And erm.. Went to dessert bar.

It's actually like one of our normal outings,
but in the foodcourt..
There was this guy who said: I LIKE YOUR SMILE.
And i was like: owhh.. Thank you! =D
There was another ang mo, who said: YEAH. Your smile's pretty.

WAHHAAHAHAHH!
I SWEAR I DID NOT MAKE IT UP!
*And I'm not trying to show anything off, maybe a bit then. XD*

And hmm.. quite AWESOME MOVIE.
OH GOSH. The guy looks so HOT!
And erm.. We had this 35.90 belgium chocolate fondue!
*courtesy of Ms. Gan Woon Shen.*

#2. Taken by Ms. Gan at dessert bar. XD

All in all, t'was quite FUN. =D
It always IS. Whenever the 3 of us are together.
BFFS FOREVA! MAKS!

Please watch Beastly and I am No. 4. *THEY HAVE THE SAME ACTOR!*

#3. FOODCOURT. The cheapest place where you can find GOOD food!

#4. EAU DE TOILETTE.

#5. The three of US. =)

#6. Me and sweet shiwei.
P.s. Qian was doing this I'm so sexy pose in front of her cam then. XP

last day that I'd be online

2011-02-26T04:36:00.000-08:00

hey everyone out there!
Today's the last day I'd be online.
Exams are arriving in.. 6 days..
And I havent started studying! >.<

WISH ME LUCK ON EVERYTHING!

#0. The best pic of all!
I'm gonna take a picture of myself when I get my new camera.
And btw, I think my expression looks kinda like her - now. LOST.

#1. It's so vast! So free! Life would be awesome if it were like that.

#2. She kindsa look frustrated right?
If you can imagine me in this pic, that'd be my mood now!

#3. Love is not just about finding the right person.
But creating a right relationship.
It's not about how much love you have in the beginning,
But how much love you build till the end.

#4. Creativity takes courage.. =D
That's true! To be creative,
Someone would have to have the courage to cross the barriers of limits.

#5. I believe in nothing, not the day and not the dark.
I believe in nothing, but the beating of our hearts.
I believe in nothing, one hundred suns until we part.
I believe in nothing, not in satan not in god.
I believe in nothing, not in ace and not in war.
I believe in nothing, but the truth of who we are.

#6. The sky reflects our feelings.
And sweeties, THAT IS SO TRUE, IT'S GETTING FREAKY.

#7. You are loved - Josh Groban.

#8. HER EYES! HER EYES! ARE LIKE DIAMONDS SHINING IN THE SKY!

#9. Happiness for a libraen is easy.
All I want is to have a stroll in a quiet street in the evening.
Passing through this music shop, while listening to an old forgotten melody.
And memories will come streaming into my mind.
And that, is happiness. =D

ALICIA - MEANING

2011-02-23T06:29:00.000-08:00

Well... TODAY during english class..
i dont know what happened, but we were talking bout names.

And Russell said HIS name =
1. a redhead (which he aint!)
2. A guy with strong determination

So, I checked out the meaning of my name!!!
And by the way, DONT make nicknames for me WITHOUT the similar vowels as ALICIA.
My name is pronounced as
ER-LEESH-AH.
DONT EVER! Pronounce it wrongly!!!

The meaning of Alicia. (I sooo did not make'em up!)
1. A dreamy person who is young at heart, kind, and gentle
2. Of noble birth - English
3. Sweet- German
4. The noble and truthful one- Greek
5. Honest - Spanish
6. Truth - Swedish
7. noble Humor - Teutonic
8. Truth ; the Protector - hispanic

Hmmmmmm.. So i guess my name's not that bad, eh? XD
I JUST LOVE MY NAME.
I read an article once that said something about naming children..
And someone recommended the name - Alicia.
Saying that their children would be extremely grateful in the future for naming her Alicia.
And seriously? I LOVE MY NAME.

Both my English and Chinese name.
FYI, My chinese name's 恺琦 - KaiChi.
恺 = joyful, cheerful, happy-go-lucky.
琦 = fine jade, outstanding, distinguished, admirable.

So this's my name babes!

17/02 - 23:42

2011-02-17T07:42:00.000-08:00

SWEETPEAS!
I actually wanted to blog yesterday,
but then I got caught up on the phone so I'm writing in NOW.

I always go 'LIKE-ing' things when I'm bored,
and yesterday.. I saw this 'LIKE' that I really really LIKE.
And it like.. SUITES me. FULLY SUITES ME.

"I’m mistaken for a flirt when I’m friendly. I’m mistaken for a bitch when I’m blunt. I’m mistaken for sad when I’m alone. I’m mistaken for shy when I’m quiet. Quit assuming and get to know me."

Hmm... Anyone who gets what I'm trying to say???

1st off: People think that I flirt. And after a long discussions with my friends, I ASSUME that I flirt unconsiously. BUT, is that true???!
If ya wanna look at MY point of view.. HELL NO!
I'm just friendly. XP And yes, I do better with guys.
Cos their world ain't as complicated as the female world.

2nd off: I'm BLUNT. And I know it. So what? Get over with it.

3rd off: Well.. I dont talk much in class nowadays.
Feels like I kinda don't mix well with people anymore.
But the thing is, I just DONT KNOW what to talk about with'em!
Gossip? YEAH! I CAN DO THAT! But we gossip things that're SO different!!
Chat? Chat bout what??? Idols? I'm not a KPOP lover anyways.. The most I can go is JPOP.

4th off: People think I'm SHY.
For those who just knew me this year, I AM SHY.. In SOME WAYS.
And I dont think I'm really really SHY as in SHY in my personality.

sooo... Peeps.. Anything ya wanna comment about?
Please dont hesitate to write it on the chatbox above!!! =D

And YEAH! Go listen to FANTASIA - Even Angels!
It's a niceeeee song!!!!

Verse 1
I’m driving in circles, shoulda bought that new phone
I cant find my way to, all the places I call home
I’m (on my own)
I’m at the station pumping gas, yeah I’m taking out the trash
I’m (all alone)
And who’s there? Who’s there?

Hook:
Since you been gone, I learned how to move on
How to be myself, I don’t need nobody so
I’m doing so good, I forgot that I could
Live like this, woohh

Chorus:
First step, take a deep breath
You don’t need a reason why
You can, you can take, take time
You can, you can walk, run, dive
Close call, you think you might fall
But all you gotta do is try
Even angels, even angels learn… to fly

Verse 2:
Coming home and it’s late night, shoulda left the lights on
I can’t help but imagine, all the things that could go wrong
I’m (on my own)
I’m in the kitchen on the chair, reaching for the top shelf
I’m (all alone)
And I’m ok, I’m alright

Hook:
Since you been gone, I learned how to move on
www.musicloversgroup.com
How to be myself, I don’t need nobody so
I’m doing so good, I forgot that I could
Live like this, woohh
http://www.elyricsworld.com/even_angels_lyrics_fantasia.html

Chorus:
First step, take a deep breath
You don’t need a reason why
You can, you can take, take time
You can, you can walk, run, dive
Close call, you think you might fall
But all you gotta do is try
Even angels, even angels learn…to fly

Bridge:
Everyday I’m stronger, cant get better, if it, if it don’t hurt
Why? Oh I! Oh I!
See me in my next life
Cause heartbreak’s a teacher, and I’ll love, I’ll love a little bit deeper
Why? Oh I! Oh I!
Yeah

Chorus:
First step, take a deep breath
You don’t need a reason why
You can, you can take, take time
You can, you can walk, run, dive
Close call, you think you might fall
But all you gotta do is try
Even angels, even angels learn…to FLY!!!!!!
FLY!!!!!! FLY!!!!!! FLY!!!!!!

Close call, you think you might fall
But all you gotta do is try
Even angels, even angels learn how to fly.

SHE KNOWS

2011-02-15T06:53:00.000-08:00

#1. Me likey her expression! Very EMO-ish!! COOL.

GOSHHHHHHH!!!!!!
It's the day AFTER valentines, and it's the birthday of The Prophet Mohamed!
Sometimes... I JUST LOVE MALAYS! XD

#2. I love your laugh, love your style,
love your heart, your soul, your heart, love your voice, love your touch.

Slept until 3.30pm today *it felt AWESOME*
EVERYDAY SHOULD BE LIKE THIS!!!!
And during dinner..
I REALIZED THAT MY MUM KNOWS!

#3. I actually like guys who looks like HIM - the guy in the picture.
Weird? NOPE. I'm UNIQUE.

Knows what?!: my relationship with HIM.
Dont ask me why: I DONT KNOW.
And then she started asking these AWKWARD questions!
THANK GOD she didnt say something like: long-distanced relationships WONT LAST etc.etc.

#4. A part of me will always be with you. No matter where you are, how far we're apart. My heart will always be together with you.

Welll.. I cant write EVERY question she asked me here. *it's toooo personal!*
But IF you're curious, ya can just find me in school or maybe one fine day when I'm online. =D

Off to bed now! Nite peeps!!!
P.S. NEVER become a parent who controls your kids!
they need their OWN SPACE!!!

VALENTINES

2011-02-14T07:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!!!! 14/02..
Nothing special actually,
but a message and some JellyBeans!!!!! =D
The message was short, but SWEET!!!!!!
And the JellyBeans.. XD
THEY LOOK TASTY! THANKS RACHY SWEETIE!

Here's a song for everyone..
Have I told you lately
It's an OLDE song, but it's still SOOOO SWEEEEETTTT!!!!

Treasure every moment you have with your special someone! ;D
It's PRECIOUS! REALLY REALLY PRECIOUS!
No matter if they're your family, your friends or maybe even your LOVED one!
Embrace them in your arms, and TELL them you love'em.

#1. MY BF AND ME! XD

Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

Oh, the morning sun in all it's glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
And you fill my life with laughter, you can make it better
Ease my troubles that's what you do

There's a love that's divine
And it's yours and it's mine
Like the sun at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray to the One

Say, have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one above you?
Fill my heart with gladness, take away my sadness
[From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/v/van-morrison-lyrics/have-i-told-you-lately-lyrics.html]
Ease my troubles that's what you do

Well, there's a love that's divine
And it's yours and it's mine
And it shines like the sun

At the end of the day
We will give thanks
And pray to the One

Have I told you lately that I love you?
Have I told you there's no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness, take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that's what you do

Take away my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

Fill my life with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that's what you do

2 days to VALENTINES

2011-02-12T06:07:00.000-08:00

2 more days to Valentines Day - 14/02.

#1. GOSH! I LIKE HER HAIR! I'M GONNA DYE MINE LIKE THAT NEXT TIME!

I don't expect much.. But maybe an SMS? =D
An SMS'd bring me flying OVER THE MOON!

#2. The glasses I'm gonna wear when I change my specs!!! =D

Long-distanced relationships..
I'm not saying that it's BAD.
But sometimes, you're just quite lonely.
Cos 1 SMS'd cost you a fortune!
A call would make you bankrupt!
And the only way is via the internet - which his mom controls..
So.. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...

#3. She's a model - obviously! And she looks AWESOME! AWESOME I SAY!
A-W-E-S-O-M-E!

It's life. I know! But HEY!
He already gave me all the attention I'm gonna need this year.
But it's still SORTA lonely being here in M'sia ALONE.
And I really really really DO miss him!!!

#4. XD Cute right? I actually replied the EXACT same thing to my mum when I was a kid! LOL!!!

So babe... HAPPY VALENTINES!!!!!

CNYCNYCNY

2011-02-04T07:29:00.000-08:00

HARE-PY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

Tis the costume I wore on the first day of Chinese New Year - 年初一
IT'S SO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL!
And it costs my marmie LOADS too!
But HELL, IT WAS AWESOME!

Although my body aint PERFECT!
But I'm sure.. ONE DAY!!!
I'D BE ABLE TO PULL IT OFF WONDERFULLY!

RABBIT YEAR!

2011-02-02T07:52:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY DUDE AND DUDETTES!

It'll be the RABBIT year in.. 3 minutes!
SO MAY THE NEW YEAR BE A SPECTACULAR ONE!

210th post

2011-01-29T22:42:00.000-08:00

IT'S MY 210th POST!
It's been 387 days since IT started..
And it's still going on STRONG!!!

Skipped tuition today.. Cos I chatted with him till 2.30 last night! =D
I think I've gotten ALL the attention I need to face 2011!
It was FUN.
Well, It might be somethings that LOVERS always do.
But for me, It's A RARE OCCASION.
Cos his parents LITERALLY KNOWS he's on the phone with me at midnight.
And I even said HI! to them..
IT WAS FREAKY! NERVE-WREAKING!

He's SO SWEET!
I never thought that a guy would actually COUNT the days that we've been together.
It's just so... unimaginable!
I JUST NEVER NEVER EVER EVER THOUGHT THAT HE'D DO IT.

Gahhhhhhhhh!!!! I LOVE HIM!
701 more days to go till we can REALLY be together..
It long, but by then.. We'd still be STEADY and GOING ON STRONG!

No regrets

2011-01-28T06:20:00.000-08:00

(French) Vocabs for the day:
Con Salope = Idiotic Bitch.
Tu es Un Putain = You're a SLUT.

My goals for year:
1. TOLERANCE.
2. PATIENCE.
3. SOPHISTICATION.
4. MATURITY.

ARRGHHHHH!
Imma still in the 'I'm not happy, cos I hate the IMBECILIC, SUPERCILIOUS, HALF-WITTED CRETINOUS MORON!!!' phase..

I realized that I'm SUCH A NICE PERSON.
SERIOUSLY A NICE ONE.

#1. SPONGEBOB + PATRICK IS SO CUTE! THEY'RE ADORABLE!

Words to the Con Salope: YOU SHOULD BE SO FREAKING GLAD THAT IT WAS ME, THAT YOU PISSED. If I weren't THIS nice, You'd already be crying for 'MAMA' in the hospital right now! Tu es UN PUTAIN!

#2. I hope one day, You'll choke on the SHYT you talk! XD

Just chatted with HIM just now!
AND I'M SO GLAD I HAVE HIM - Someone I like who literally knows ME.
He's SO SWEET! And ADORABLE!
GAHAAAAHHHHH!!! I LOVE HIM!
I'm always HAPPY after chatting with him!
He's like SUNSHINE TO MY HEART! XD

#3. YOU can die in front of me, and I won't even notice.

#4. Keep CALM, and dont give a SINGLE FCUK! *This's the conclusion of what everyone said to moi!*

So HEY! PEEPS!
If anything similar happens to you, SAY IT OUTLOUD.
And DONT EVER keep it in your heart!
Let them KNOW you HATE'EM!
HATE'EM in your own UNIQUE WAY!

I WILL BE TOLERABLE. I WILL TOLERATE. TOLERANCE IS MY THING.
I WILL NOT DOWNGRADE MYSELF INTO BEING A FUGLY BEING LIKE HER.
I AM SOPHISTICATED.

No regrets by Kumi Koda.
i won't surrender this feeling
not to anyone
even if it's fate , i'll get pass this

I stand alone on a corner in a cold city
but it's not where i belong , so i simply keep on wondering
I keep on crying out , for someone to notice be
but my voices just fade into the darkness

It this world
is nothing but a lie
Then please let me see the real me

* i won't surrender this feeling
not to anyone
even if it's fate , i'll get pass this
at this very momment
i will have no regrets, not again
I'm not going to hide
So i let go of all my strength
and send it to you !

If you're endlessly tormented by defeat
when you're in pain , even then , you're not alone
No matter how painfull is this , you can always run away
and then you can rise up , and head towards the future !

Never forget
to believe in yourself
because the truth ,
come down to just one thing

Assuming that there's no end
to the sadness of the world
I'll just walk , knowing my true self
I let my self be guided by fate instead of opposing it
And when i'm arrive to my destination
I hope to meet
the real me

Yuzure nai no dare nimo
Kono omoi dake wa
Unmei sae koete yukeru nara

Tsumetai tokai no katasumi ni hitori
Ibasho mo naku tada zutto samayoutteta
Kiduite hoshikute sakebi tsuduketeta
Watashi no koe wa yami ni kaki kesareta

Itsuwari bakari no
Kono sekai de kimi dake wa
Hontou no watashi wo mite hoshii

*Yuzure nai no
Dare ni mo kono omoi dake wa
Unmei sae koete yukeru nara
Nido to ko nai
Kono shunkan ni koukai wa shinai you ni
Kakushi wa shinaide
Subete no chikara wo ima kimi ni
Toki hanate!

Hate naku tsuduiteku kunou ni make sou de
Kurushii toki demo kimi wa hitori ja nai
Donna ni tsurakute nigedashi takute mo
Sono saki ni aru asu he to tachiagare!

Wasure naide ite
Jibun wo shinjiru koto wo
Shinjitsu wa itsudatte hitotsu dake

Owari no nai
Kanashimi no sekai da toshitemo
Ari no mama no watashi de ayumi dasu
Sakara wazu ni kono mama unmei ni yudanete
Tadori tsuita sono saki de kitto
Hontou no jibun ni deaeru to
Negatteru

*Repeat

HATRED.

2011-01-27T05:25:00.000-08:00

Okay peeps... Today's lesson:
THE DEFINITION OF HATRED.
The emotion of intense dislike; a feeling of dislike so strong that it demands action.

And well.. What I'm feeling towards her is JUST THIS.
I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING HER IN THE FACE!
POKE A BLADE THROUGH HER HEART!
AND THEN FEED HER TO OTHER BITCHES!

But sadly... I KNOW IT WONT HAPPEN.
Ughhh! That's just not me.. =.=
I'm usually the NEUTRAL NEUTRAL me..
Yet she really pissed me off badly today!

I have 2 plans thought up for her..
And of cos, there's also a backup plan!

Plan A: Imma gonna go talk to her, face to face sometime after the new year..
And ask: Excuse me? Can I have some of your time?
I realized that you dont really like me much. But may I know the reason to it?
Was it something I did that made you uncomfortable?
Or was it some other thing that happened because of me?
I'm terribly sorry for whatever that happened.
But it was the past.. So I hope that all things go well in the future between us..

That's Plan A.. VERY VERY NEUTRAL. And that's probably what I'll be doing..
But there's also Plan B! Which is SPLENDID. SPECTACULAR.

Plan B: YOU FKING BITCH! JUST SHIT OFF!
WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO YOU?!
YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE FKING QUALIFICATIONS TO ORDER ME,
AND YOU HATE ME? FCUK OFF! YOU'RE A REPULSIVE, VILE, PIECE OF DIRT!
A HERMAPHRODITE!
AN IMBECILIC, SUPERLICIOUS, HALF-WITTED CRETINOUS MORON!
YOU'RE FUGLY! AND YOU'RE A WACKUHDOO!
SO SHIT OFF MY LAND YOU BITCH!
GO PEE SOMEWHERE ELSE!

And of cos.. There's this backup plan.. Also known as: Plan C.

Plan C: I'd probably do plan A after the new year..
And save plan A and B in my com.. Wait till after SPM..
AND WALAH! PLAN B ARRIVES!!!!

YAY ME! Imma feeling like a genius!
For those who knows me well, I dont really hate people much right?
I think I only hate about 3 people as of this moment.
And the BITCH is already included.
So it's not a big amount..
And yet, she has successfully rushed into the list!
She'd probably be shooting off fireworks in the sky to celebrate right now!

GAH!
I HATE HER.
HATE HER.
HATE HER.
HATE HER.
HATE HER.

MINE! MINE! MINE!

2011-01-24T06:27:00.000-08:00

HE'S MINEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!! =DDDDDDD
*Seems like Imma braggin!!!! LOL!

My cous... she's SPOOKY! Like... REAL SPOOKY!

She saw the picture, and she started shouting: WHO'S THIS!?
And I was like: GAHHH! DONT LOOK AT THE PIC!
Is this HIM? O.O *stares at me with those big gigantic eyes.
DUH! If not? *stares back at her!
OMG. I THOUGHT HE WAS FAT!!!!
Well.. HE WASNT! AND HE ISNT!
ARGGGHHH! WHY WERE YOU ABLE TO CATCH SUCH A BIG FISH?!
HE'S SO NOT A FISH! HE'S MINE! MINE! And MINE!
ALL MINE!!!! DONT YOU DARE TO STEAL HIM FROM ME!

Obviously, the BLUE one's ME, and the GREEN'S HER.
So there!!!! HE'S MINEEEEE!!!!!
Gaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I SO FRIGGIN LOVE YOU!

LOVE YOU - MV

2011-01-23T05:50:00.000-08:00

Lalalalalalalala~~~~~~
I SOOOOOO FRIGGIN' LOVE HIM!!!!!!!

Woke up at 6 this morning and went to school.
Went to Nirvana Memorial Park to remember that XXX who supposedly sacrificed a lot for the Chinese education in Malaysia and blahblahblah.
Quite okay.. Not THAT boring, but it was also not THAT awesome.
and blahblahblah...

Went to MV after that,
And spent about an hour in coffee bean reading 'The Time Traveler's Wife'.
IT WAS SO LOVELY!

#1. One of the best things in the world: When someone you love holds your hand.

And blahblahblah!
AND I SPENT 5 hours with him today!!!
GAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

OMG!
I LOVE YOU DARN MUCH!!!!!
He's SWEET. CUTE. ADORABLE. MARVELOUS. PERFECT!

I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU.
I SO FRIGGIN' LOVE YOU!

Wide Awake

2011-01-21T05:20:00.000-08:00

#1. My mood for the day - Frustrated.

There're this kind of people on earth who thinks TOO HIGHLY of themselves.
They think that they're ALL THAT, and that everyone's under them.
They act like they're our owners, and us - SLAVES.
They think they're awesome, but in fact, they SUCK.
They think they're COOL, but actually, everyone's just trying to ignore their presence.

I know, They're EVERYWHERE.
But I just didnt ever thought that someone I know would be like that.
Well.. They HAVE been like that since the very moment I knew them..
But still, I never thought that they'd be so over.

#2. Feeling the breeze of the ocean. Smelling the scent of blue.
Listening to the over-lapping waves. Tastes the saltiness from the air.
And looking at the beautiful refection of the world.

If you'd just put some thought into it, You'll realized that I'm innocent.
But sadly, YOU WONT.
You keep thinking that I'm the bad guy, and you wont give in to the idea that I DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING.
I just did what I do normally.
And dont look at me with those questioning eyes.
They're UGLY. And they make me have goosebumps!
I dont care if other people said that your eyes are nice,
but HEY! They're UGLY.
It's what inside that's important.
And the feeling that you're emanating from your eyes are DISGUSTING.
GIVE A THOUGHT TO IT. YOU BITCH.

#3. Sitting by a coffee shop. Drinking your favourite mocha.
Looking at the passing people. Searching for the figure that makes your heart thump.

#4. Dance like no one is watching. Love like you'll never be hurt.
Sing like no one is listening and live like it's heaven on earth.

Wide Awake - Emi Fujita
The dawn breaks slowly in the east
As day defeats the night
The echo of your voice that greets
The feeble morning light
Is the only answer to my silent prayer
And promises I never make
You are always with me,you're always there
In my dreams though I am wide awake

And sometimes suffer a forbidden glance
Will give my heart away
The light that kindled out romance
May flicker through the gray
All the gold and silver at the rainbow's end
All earthly goods I will forsake
For each shooting star a wish I send
And I dream though I am wide awake

You were the rolling tidal wave
That swept my barren shores
If you will let me share your day
My life's forever yours
I will never undertand the reason why
We fail to learn from out mistakes
I will wait for you as the days go by
With my dream though I am wide awake

Complicated - LIFE

2011-01-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

I just realized that LIFE'S REALLY COMPLICATED.
I'm not sure if it's my problem, or what...
But I feel that the world is just TOO COMPLICATED.
I dont get what people are saying to me,
I dont get why people treat me that way,
I dont get which part of me needs to change,
I dont get when to start doing things,
And I dont get HOW to be happy.

#1. Happiness is a MOOD, not a destination.
But to me, I think it's a mood AND a destination. =)

#2. To be a star, you must shine your own light..
Follow your own path, and don't worry about the darkness,
for that is when the star shine brightest.

It's just tooooo complicated for me to process!
It's frustrating! TOO FRUSTRATING!
I know that some things happen in a chain-like way..
But I never thought that it'd happen to me one day.
I know I'm wrong, but... I didn't know.
I'm sorry.. but I really didnt know.

I'm sitting in front of the laptop..
My mind's blank. I can't think of anything..
Except for the lyrics of this song I'm listening to..
The lyrics make me feel like crying..
Because of the 'I wish I were with you'..
gaaaaahhhhhhhhhh!
I missed him so much today..
And I realized after 376 days..
I dont REALLY understand him, but I still like him. =D

I know it's weird and all..
But it's true!!!!
UGhhhhhh! I feel like imma weirdo!

It's late now.. Life's too complicated for me to understand!!!

Rachel (GLEE) - Merry Christmas Darling

Greeting cards have all been sent
The Christmas rush is through
But I still have one wish to make
A special one for you

Merry Christmas darling
We’re apart that’s true
But I can dream and in my dreams
I’m Christmas-ing with you

Holidays are joyful
There’s always something new
But every day’s a holiday
When I’m near to you
The lights on my tree
I wish you could see
I wish it every day
Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire
To see you and to say

That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year, too
I’ve just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you

Logs on the fire
Fill me with desire
To see you and to say
That I wish you Merry Christmas
Happy New Year, too
I’ve just one wish
On this Christmas Eve
I wish I were with you
I wish I were with you

#3. True love does not come by finding the perfect person..
But by learning to see an imperfect person PERFECTLY.

Innocent - lil gals FOREVA

2011-01-15T18:01:00.000-08:00

Went blogstrolling just now..
LIFE IS SO DARNED BORING!
I miss those times when I could sleep till 2pm.

Back to the topic..
I went blogstrolling..
And I visited like.. 30++ blogs! OMG.
And yeah, blogstrolling is what I do when I'm SO FREAKING BORED!

I REALIZED THAT ME + QIAN + SHIWEI ARE SO FREAKING INNOCENT!!!!!
By innocent, i mean..

1. Our hair ain't dyed / permed.
(Almost EVERYGAL - who arent tsunjin-ers have dyed hair!
But most TsunJin-ers have permed hair though..)

2. We don't wear contacts.
(Well.. ShiWei doesnt have the need for contacts and Qian WONT wear'em. I do, but only when my eyes or swollen and WTH, when I feel like NOT wearing specs.)

3. We don't put makeup!
(OMG. Believe me, EVERY gal wears makeup! Even those lil kids who're younger than us! We're 16 ya see, and EVEN those 13 yr olds wear makeup! OMG!! They're getting so MATURE!!!!)

4. We don't talk rude.
(I dont know whether it's MY problem or what, but seriously.. I realized that A LOT OF YOUNGSTERS are talking rude lately. Personally, I think they're just doing it to fit in or they're trying to be cool. GAHHHHHHH!!!!!)

So.. PEEPS! Waddaya think? Realized that you're not so MATURE at all???
TREASURE IT! Cos you'll be regretting in the future!
BEING YOUNG RWACKS!!!!

OMFG COLORFUL

2011-01-14T19:07:00.000-08:00

Yo babes!
I went blogstrolling just now..
And i found this OMFG COLORFUL blog!

his posts are quite funny.. So.. GO ON MATEY!
PRESS DA LINK!!!!!
PRESS ME!!!!

BTW, BEING SICK LITERALLY SUCKS.
I'M DEAD BORED NOW! *imagine a fish being dried under the sun*
I MISS SCHOOL!!!!!! *I'm SO gonna regret that in the future, but WTH*
QIAN!!!! SHIWEI!!!! FLUTE SECTION!!!!!!!!!
MY BABES!!!!!! I MISS YOU SO FKING MUCH!!!!

SICK! SICK! SICK!

2011-01-14T16:27:00.000-08:00

Imma SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK! SICK!
It feels TERRIBLE! Insanely horrendous! I feel like I'm at the edge of dying...
Ughhh! I can breath, and I used up more than half a new box of tissue.
I keep coughing.. My throat feels AWFUL. And my voice's GONE.

MY VOICE'S GONE!!!!!! My super duper insanely laughable voice... GONE!
now... I cant laugh. If I do, my throat hurts.
I CAN speak. But my voice's HORRIBLE. Sexy you may say, but HORRIBLE!
I miss my voice... BABE! I MISS YOU!!!!

#1. My voice looks likey this!! XD

Btw, I just found out that the nicest smile = a smile with 8 upper teeth showing.
SO, stand in front of the mirror.. and SMILE!

#2. Oh man! I JUST LOVE IT! So babes, if ya see me.. ANYWHERE.
SHOUT MY NAME AND COME HUG MOI!!!!

#3. I believe that we're about to accomplish something amazing.
Babe, WE = the two of us. I shouldnt be the only one trying to figure this equation out..
I NEED YOUR HELP.

#4. Imagine.. We're gonna go touring one day.
And now.. I'm smiling. =D
But I know, It's too good to be true..

Do you ever think of me?

2011-01-11T05:47:00.000-08:00

Today was quite fun.. =DDD
I SERIOUSLY LOVE DEBATING!
I know it's weird.. BUT I'M LOVIN' IT!
I debated with my english teacher - Mr. Russell today..
And it was AWESOME. AWESOME i say, AWESOME.

By the way.. GUESS who this is???

WHO?
WHO?
WHO?
WHO?
WHO?

HE'S JOHNNY DEPP!!!! WOW. HE LOOKS SO HANDSOMEEEE!!!!!
His innocent eyes, his cute and cranky smile!
THE TOURIST!

Btw, I likey this song! oohohhohhhh!!!
LISTEN. SING. JIVE. along with it!

Do you ever think of me? - Antony Costa
Do you ever wonder what sky I'm lying under?
Do you ever think of me?
Does your heart remember,
how we used to feel when it used to think of me?

All I need to know, when you're on your own...
Do you miss what might have been?
World, don't stop turning! Stars, don't stop falling down!
In my world of make believe, Do you ever think of me ?
We got different stories and all our never endings now..
Even though your heart is free, Still my heart won't let me be!!
Do you ever think of me ?

So we're on different shores do we just drift away
Do the memories fall like a driving rain ?
All I need to know when you're on your own
Do you miss what might have been ?
World, don't stop turning! Stars, don't stop falling down!
In my world of make believe, Do you ever think of me?

We got different stories and all our never endings now..
Even though your heart is free, Still my heart won't let me be!
Do you ever think of me ?
Do you ever think of me?
Do you ever think of me ?

NSQ gathering - 1U

2011-01-09T07:33:00.000-08:00

1. This picture is so VERY sophisticated, it's like the girl is having some
thought that's troubling her. And she's trying her best to figure it out.

GATHERING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lalalalalallalalalalal!
It was FUNNN!!! My first time doing an 'illegal' thing.. XDD
Season of the witch.. Quite nice! P.s. It's 18 and above... LOL.
And HEY PEEPS! I'm 15 and 3 months old!!!

2. This's a quote by ghandi. Downloaded it the other day,
but I think that today'd be a good day to share it with everyone.. Since I'm SO happy!

Well.. After that, we went for snooker..
I'm not that good at it, but still!!! IT WAS FUNN!!!!

Ughhhhh.. I dont really feel like typing now.
So the conclusion is:
IT WAS FUN! IT WAS AWESOME! And IT RWACKS WHEN YOU'RE GOING OUT WITH A BUNCH OF 20 YEAR OLDS!

Maybe cos I'm the youngest there, I feel like.. They're somewhat trying to protect me.
I like them sooooo much! Hope that we'd be friends.. FOREVER.

3. MY GWAD. I like this pic soooo much!!!!! ARHHHH!!!!!
*running in circles lika freak with my hands up in the air*

Imagine

2011-01-08T17:47:00.000-08:00

If any of ya realized, I'm using glee lyrics.. A LOT.
They're nice. Wonderful. Full of meaning. Songs that're filled with passion.

10.05 now.. And this's the first song I heard today.
It's lovely.. LIKE SERIOULY LOVELAY.
When I heard the song, I was like... WOW. This's a song of peace in the world.
But then, I youtubed it, and watched the video... And then... I CRIED.
It's just SOOOO touching! Touche, touche!

P.s. IF you watch the video, it starts with a guy singing
with a group of people behind him that're doing hand movements.
They're actually people who're deaf or dumb. *i mean literally.*
So... Just wait.. And after like 30 secs++ you'll eventually hear the GLEE cast sing.
It's wonderful. So. BE PATIENT!

Imagine there's no countries,
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
a brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Imagine there's no countries,
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You, You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Just the way you are

2011-01-08T05:32:00.000-08:00

Happiness is like peeing in your pants. Everyone can see it, but only YOU can feel it's warmth.

Saw this quote on WeHeartIt. It's AWESOME!
It's 20% funny, 10% disgusting, and 70% TRUE!!!!! XDDD
Normal people would think that this is REALLY disgusting,
but hey! You can't deny the fact that it's true!!!
It's one of the easiest way to define 'Happiness'.. And I LIKE IT!
Hohohoho!

Classical French Chic.
Holy COW! I'm SO gonna be like this someday! Laidback and beautiful!

Drew the HengFu in school today..
It wasnt as nice as others, but still! IT WAS CUTE!!!!
Only a few people really did it..
Phiek Yee, Qian, Me, Cyrus, Zhenming.. Only the 5 of us did it.
Phiek Yee drew, and we coloured.
Used our fingers to color.. *it seems to be this tradition i like*
And it was FUN! =D

Have to go to sleep now.. Nites babe!
Gonna go for a gathering tomorrow...
GOT LENGZAIII!!! Wuhahahahahahahahhahahhaha.... *echo echo echo*
LOVE YA ALL!!!

2. Caribbean gal! oowala! Reminds me of something greek-ish..
It's CLASSICAL BEAUTY! I'm into CLASSICAL BEAUTY NOW!!!! =DDD

Just the way you are - Bruno Mars - GLEE!!!!

Oooh her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they’re not shining
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her trying
She’s so beautiful and I tell her everyday

Yeah I know, I know when I compliment her she won’t believe me
And it’s so, it’s so sad to think that she don’t see what I see
But every time she asks me “Do I look okay?” I say

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
Cause girl you’re amazing just the way you are

Yeaaah her lips, her lips I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh she hates but I think it’s so sexy
She’s so beautiful and I tell her everyday

Oh you know, you know, you know I’d never ask you to change
If perfects what you’re searching for then just stay the same
So don’t even bother asking if you look okay you know I’ll say

When I see your face (When I see your face)
There’s not a thing that I would change
‘Cause you’re amazing (you’re amazing)
Just the way you are
And when you smile (when you smile )
The whole world stops and stares for a while
‘Cause girl you’re amazing just the way you are

The way you are, the way you are
Girl you’re amazing just the way you are

When I see your face
There’s not a thing that I would change
‘Cause you’re amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for a while
‘Cause girl you’re amazing just the way you are
Yeaah

Cant fight this feeling.

2011-01-06T06:45:00.000-08:00

Fourth day being as a senior..
And seriously, It sucks.
Cos qianqian has been absent for 2 day CONTINUOSLY, and I dont have a mate.
UGhhhhh! Why couldn't shiwei been in the same class as us??!
So... I actually PAID ATTENTION in class. *yay me!
Overall, it was okay... EXCEPT when it was English class. =.=

Being alone during recess SUCKS, well.. Shiwei went up back into her class after we finished lunch.
But still, it sucked. Like.. DARN SERIOUSLY.
I was like.. going extra extra EMO.
And the ONLY way i could mellow the feeling down, was to read my Jodi Picoult.
But!! It made me worst. Cos I'm reading 'Nineteen Minutes' now, and the guy wanted to kill himself.
I actually KNEW how he felt, and he's DARN brave to hold a gun by his head.
I wish I could do it, but I know.. Tomorrow will be a better day.

My english teacher - Russell. He's quite a nice guy, and he's friendly and all.
BUT, he made us write a 180 words essay in 15 minutes.
The topic: My first day for English Class. LOL.
Mine, started this way:
I felt alone. Miserable. Desperate. Insecure. Why? For what?
and blahblahblah.. I quite like the essay actually.. =DD
It was FUN. really FUN.
Cos I dont really write factual stuff, the only type of essays that I'm good at're THESE kinda essay.
Essays FULL of emotion. Or maybe novels by Jodi Picoult / Alice Seybold.
I just have this cordial feel with'em. THEY make me feel secure.

My mom's nagging me to go to bed now..
So.. Nite babes.
Lemme share this song with ya guys. =)

I cant fight this feeling anymore - dunno who the actual singer is, but i heard it from Glee.

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
'Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find

And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might

And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars forever

'Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
Even if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore

03/01 - Hey S1C1

2011-01-03T05:25:00.000-08:00

S1C1.
Seriously? It aint bad!

The people there're quite nice..
And it's not much of a QUIET class..
Ohhhh... And they're a lot of lengluiis in S1C1. =DD

Watching BONES now..
Not really in the mood to type anymore.
Getting lazier and lazier nowadays!
>.<

Btw, I donated RM20 to someone who had the similar no. as HIM.
=.= Hahahaha.
I just did a good deed! YAY!!!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
Nite babes!

School's starting tomorrow

2011-01-01T21:52:00.000-08:00

SCHOOL.
Is going to start tomorrow.

I'll have to get back to my normal routine..
i.e. Wake up at 6, Bath at 5, Sleep at 12.
=.= It sucks!!!
But at the same time, I'm also quite nervous.
WHYYYY? Cos I'll meet my NEW classmates + my NEW teachers..

The first teacher I'm gonna meet tomorrow is a disiplinary teacher - FeiDong!
Yay me!!!!! WHAT THE HECK.
Gonna go cut my hair afterwards.. And I'll have to have my socks HIGH up on my ankles.
Yipppeee! I'm SO looking forwards to it! *NOT.

These are the 3 few things that I'll HAVE TO buy this year!

1. A sunburn Bikini - Nice right???

2. A pair of Niche heels - OMG. They're beautiful!!

3. A Montreal Cap - *Saliva dropping from my chin. XD

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SO ROMANTIC!!! I'll take a picture with him that's AS cute as these..

I LOVE YOU.

Happy New Year

2011-01-01T07:34:00.001-08:00

Happy New Year people!!!! =DDDD
Just came back from SG,
And I'M SICK!

'It's 01.01.2011.. And I'm SICK. What a year!'

FB trends

2010-12-30T07:37:00.000-08:00

'Inbox me any number between 1 and 9999 and I'll make my status your number and what I think about you. Fun thing is, only you and me know what your number is. Post this as your status =D'

OMG.
This thingy made me busy everytime I got online!
I'm all blurry now..
And I'm not even sure who I've replied and who I havent!
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

I think I did more than 30++ people today..
And it's tiring!!!
But it's all worth it when you see other people telling you what they feel about you.

People keep saying my english is good.
THAT is so NOT TRUE!
If you compare my English with my bro's,
mine is just like BabyTalk.
And they're also a few who said that imma 38.
I AM! And I will admit it with honor! XD

So just lemme conclude everything people said about me today eh?
1. English is good - by Jackson, QyiHo, WanFen, JieEn, ClaireLai, YuLiang (I dont think it's true)
2. 38 - by WenKhai, ZiJun, (I fully agree!)
3. Play the flute well - YuLiang, QyiHo, (Not really.. But I'll try my best next year!)
4. Girlish - by longyi
5. Friendly - by WanFen, KangZi
6. Pretty - by Jackson, Phoebe
7. Smily - by Jackson
8. Talkative - by Jimmy,
9. Funny - by JieEn
10. Jimmy's a good guy, go for him - by TziakVoon

Actually there's still a few more..
But I have'ta go Singapore AGAIN tomorrow..
I'll be leaving at 11.
And I think I'll be stayin there for 1 night and I'll come back on the 2nd midnoon.

Cute eh?? =)
It's sooo SWEET!!!
Maybe I'll live in a house like this in the future?
Nah! I like apartments better!

PARIS. The city of Love.
I'm SO gonna go there one day!

HohOho.. I'll ask Qian to take a pic like this for me in the future..
=DDDD pretty gal!!!

Lock me in your heart

2010-12-28T03:00:00.000-08:00

I just LOVE this song!
Listened to it for like... a GAZILLION times today!
And I'm not bored with it!!!
It's a beautiful song.

My bro says that it's a bit weird,
because the song's in minor key..
But it's like a song from the FAERIES! =D

Well... This is how I interpret it:
There's this girl who dreamt of her prince charming one day.
He was so perfect, and she wanted him to love her forever.
She knew that it was all a dream, But it was alright.
No matter if she was sad, or happy or watever..
her prince charming would appear in her dreams every night.
After awhile, she knew that he wont EVER be real.
So instead, she wanted to live in that dream world of hers.

Every great dream begins with a dreamer

The moral - from MY point of view,
Everyone in this world, AINT perfect.
He's only perfect, if we think of him as one.
We can only tolerate with his/ her imperfections.
And get on with life..

So..
Whoever who's reading this post..
Dont just look at the imperfections of others.
Try to see from a different view.

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Mandy, Mandy, the sound of your voice is sweet like candy
There was a time when I was all alone
Waiting for someone I could call my own
I closed my eyes and dreamt you up one day
My prince of charms would ride up and we'd fly a way
Take me to a place where
The magic between us becomes real
Take me all the way
Boy I want you to
Lock me in your heart and throw away the key
Show me love the way it's supposed to be
Lock me in your heart and never let me go
I must confess you are the best
So baby come and take me
Take me baby take me away
We'll dance together
Where no one can see
With you alone is where I want to be
Uncharted territory we'll discover
You'll always be my dream lover
Take me to a place where
The magic between us becomes real
Take me all the way
Boy I want you to
Lock me in your heart and throw away the key
Show me love the way it's supposed to be
Lock me in your heart and never let me go
I must confess you are the best
So baby come and take me
Take me baby take me away
Lock me in your heart
Oh, baby, oh
Lock me in your heart
So baby come and take
Take me to a place where
The magic between us becomes real
Take me all the way
Boy I want you to
Lock me in your heart and throw away the key
Show me love the way it's supposed to be
Lock me in your heart and never let me go
I must confess you are the best
So baby come and take me
Boy I want you to
Lock me in your heart and throw away the key
Show me love the way it's supposed to be
Lock me in your heart and never let me go
I must confess you are the best
So baby come and take me
Take me baby take me away
Take me baby take me away

Christmas at Genting

2010-12-27T06:17:00.000-08:00

Has anyone missed me?? =D
Just came back from Genting Highlands this afternoon.
It was FREEZING!

I know,
It was ME who said the Genting's not at all COLD.
And it was also ME who said that people who think that Genting's cold have unhealthy bodies.
But DAMN,
It was COLD. BRREEZING.
It was winding the whole time we were there.
And yes,
I got sunburnt for playing in the outdoor theme park from 10 ~ 5.

Was 17 degrees there. But SHIT,
It might as well be 12. =.=

Quite a FUN trip.
Went on the Pirate Ship.
First time eva!
Well.. Ya cant blame me for it.
I'm scared of heights! XP

My cousins're PLAIN LOVELY.
They're cute. Like ADORABLE.
They're the nicer cousins I have, the other 2 cousins're just.. NOT AS ADORABLE.

School's gonna reopen in 7 days,
And I'll be in S1C1 + X4A next year!
WISH ME LUCK!
Love you all!!!

Me and Fion. She's really really SWEET.
This pic made her a bit... erm.. Weird-looking. XD
I'll put a prettier one next time when I'm free.
She just lost her front teeth,
And I saw her chewing an apple today.
Took her FOREVER.
Btw, She's my FAVOURITE COUSIN! =)

My bro and Fabian on the Tea Cup.
I was on the other one with Fion. XD
And we just ate Marybrown for lunch.
Both of us felt like we wanted to spit out! LOL!

Fabian, Fion and Arthur - My bro.
=D Sweet picture right?
Too bad I'm not inside!

Took in the themepark. Bout midnoon i think.

I LOVE YOU.
The leaves of memory seemed to make a mournful rustling in the dark.

PMR

2010-12-23T21:50:00.000-08:00

23/12.
The day when the PMR results were announced.

6As!

Never imagined that I'd get 6As right?! =)
BUT I DID! muahahahhahahahah!!!!

Got BM + KH for B..
When my dad found out, all he said was: Our family really sucks in Malay. XD
Why so?
Cos one of the many reasons that my bro went to SG
was because he hated BM and wanted to hide from it!
LOL right?!

Oh yeah.. Just to inform everyone..
OUR results.

ShiWei got 15As altogether..
The B she got? ART.

Qian got 8As altogether..
Why?? She HATES UEC.

Me? I got 10As altogether..
Cos I suck UEC maths, science + PMR malay, KH. =.=

Too all those who just got their results (i dun care if it's UEC or PMR):
CONGRATULATIONS!
Dont be unhappy because you didnt get the result that you expected, JUST BE YOURSELF!
The REAL test is the "test of live". =)
I BELIEVE IN YA'ALL!

If you want things to be different, perhaps the answer is to become a different yourself.

Me likey the last sentence!
I will grow wings and fly everywhere..
And that.. Is going to be my future. =)

UEC results

2010-12-21T18:56:00.000-08:00

WOOHOOO!!!!!!
Just got my UEC results!
Aint as bad as I expected, and it reached my expectations!
=DDDDDD

Chinese : B
Malay : A
English : A
Maths : D
History : A
Geography : B
Art : A
Science : C

4As, 2Bs, 1C and 1D.

I had higher expectations for geography though..
Well.. Getting a D for maths was really UNEXPECTED!
And hmmmmm... C for science..

Seems like I suck in the use-brain-in-order-to-kill-braincells department.. XD
And to think that these are my bro's BEST subjects!!!!
HOHOHO!
I think our genes are improportionate!

So the conclusion is:
I'M HAPPY!!!

AND I CALLED HIM LAST NIGHT!!!

OH YEAH!!!!

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Look back into 2010.
And realized...
It's time to keep on moving.
My next journey awaits!

It's just romantic!!!

Merry Christmas people!!!! =)

NQS

2010-12-19T18:58:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyyaaaaaa people!
Imma back! Missed me?

Went to this really really really fun camp these few days..
It was REALLY REALLY FUN!!! XD

The people there were NICE! *Not all.. But mostly..
The games were quite fun..
That place has a very comfortable feel.. =)

Oh yeah.. I nearly forgot..
I WON 最佳女营员！OMG!
Weird right?! I dont think I did anything..
Except shouting + screaming + not wearing pants.. XD
My teammates said that it's cuz of the 'not wearing pants' part that left
a hard impression on the 营长 -- battleon commander.

And my group - 小雷神 won 最佳组合！！！
HELL! I was on the stage having curious thoughts
about how I got the prize when I heard that Our group won!
Everyone was STRICKEN!
Why?
As Jeff says: 我们组，玩10次赢2输8次. XD
I was up and I saw them all standing up weird-looking..
WAS SOOOO FUNNY!
I guess I must've been like that too when they said my name before.

Well... I wrote everything in my diary..
So I doubt that I'll be writing here anyways.
Just to tell everyone of you who're reading this post:
IT WAS AWESOME!
UNFORGETTABLE!
INSANELY WONDERFUL!

Moi and YongJian. Quite lengzaii right?? =)

YongJian + Jeff + Me + 好男人.

Moi + LiWei. =)

YoYoYo! WanNing + moi..

第八组小雷神 -------- 最佳组合！！！！

爱的小雷神!!!
(爱的鼓励)我说雷神你说电！雷神？电！
雷神？电！雷神雷神？电电电！！！！

WE RAWCKKK!!!!

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And if anyone here who read rachy's latest post..
She wrote about Aaron Johnson..
So... Imma gonna write about Sterling Knight!

Handsome right??? I KNOW!
He's actually a Disney star..
And erm.. He has high cheekbones!!!!
I LOVE GUYS WHO AVE HIGH CHEEK BONES!!!!! XD

Blacklisted

2010-12-13T05:16:00.000-08:00

Hey people.
I'm back.
Quite furious now. =.=

I'm not having my period or anything like i'm getting old and cranky..
It's just that I realized there these kind of people who keep changing their minds.
It's really really really extremely ANNOYING.

If you dont even like it at the beginning,
just tell someone!
Then we wouldnt waste our efforts on you.
If you dont like it, SHOVE OFF.
Well, I doubt you'll be able to repay us on our efforts.
And YOU,
are BLACKLISTED.

TJHS flute section!!!! =)
We're like SISTAS!
Oh yeah,
please dont look at the girl with glasses and a bob.
She's the TRAITOR of the sistahood.
Hate her!

Oh,
You may say that I'm VERY brave to put this on my blog right?
HAH! Her english SUCKS, and I'm just expressing my feelings..
So I dont mind even if she sees this and hates me for life.
COS I DISLIKE YOU.

Dont EVER even stand infront of me.
And if you never see this post,
and you see me walking in school someday..
I'll still say HEY.
Why?
Cos I'm a 'REFINE' person,
and not a stupid Rubbish Junky like you!

Seriously,
I think calling someone a BITCH's too much..
But I cant find another similar Pic..
So.. Erm...
LIFE WILL TEACH YOU, TRAITOR.

Where did I go right?

2010-12-10T21:33:00.000-08:00

Heyyyyaaaaaa sweety pies!
It's SATURDAY!!!
And erm... 23 more days till school reopens.
I havent bought ANYTHING yet..
Ughhhhhhh!!!

I wont be free for the whole of next week.. =.=
It SUCKS. (cos he's coming back next week.....)

13 ~ 14: needa go back for band practice.
I HAVENT TOUCHED MY FLUTE FOR A MONTH! OMGawd!
15 ~ 16: it's the 新生营 in our school.
And imma gonna go back to be MC! O.O I'll freak out, FOR SURE.
17 ~ 19: gonna go to this camp thingy.
They want us to bring waterguns and accesories. WTH.

And when imma back on the 19th,
I've gotta go home straight and bath, then...
OFF TO KLCC!!! =)
Gonna go to this MPYO thingy at 7.30.
WITH QIAN! YIPPPPEEEEE!!!

Oh yeah..
i changed my FB pic.
took it in my grandma's house when my mummy called and woke me up.
personally, I really like the yellow-ish lighting..
It's 100% ORIGINAL. Editing pics are so troublesome!
And erm.. I know imma bit narcism-atic.
But I like this pic, and I wanna be able to look back at my pics in the future.
And blahblahblah.
If you dont like this part, You can just SKIP it.

And Jimmy asked me a question: WHAT HAPPENED TO MY ARM??
Did anyone of you realize it?
It's actually this mark I got from my BCG.
My skin's like REALLY sensitive,
so it sorta went BAD and thus, THAT.

Happy hols everybody!
Remember to treasure the holidays!!!
Do something meaningful, or maybe..
Just try'ta improve yourself.
You can try using this holiday to make yourself more attractive too!! =D
REMEMBER TO REALLY REALLY ENJOY IT!

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Hilary Duff's - Where Did Go Right?
(Please dont hesitate to scroll up and press the NEXT button on my singingbox.
It's really nice song, and the lyrics RWACKS!)

I'm always too late, I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing, when its not cool to smile
I'm always aiming, but somehow keep missing
So how did u get here, something is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

I'm always driving, forget where I'm going
Should have turned left but I'm singing some song
I'm am arriving as everyones leaving
But then you were waiting, something is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

Makes no sense to me, no it isnt clear
but somehow your standing here
Something gets to me, it said nothing is wrong

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

Where did I go right, How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
and you found me
Where did I go right, How did I get you
I dont know how I did, but somehow now I do

reflection

2010-12-09T22:27:00.000-08:00

GUESS!!!! =DDD

This's a pic of MY SECOND FAVOURITE DISNEY MOVIE!
MULAN!!!



I watched it the other day... *last week, i think.
And then, I fell IN LOVE again!!
Seriously, I've almost forgotten how wonderful Disney movies are.
They've been a BIG BIG BIG part of my childhood.

I still remember coming home everyday after school.
I would check the time first,
then I'll start rushing into the toilet to bath.
And when I've finish dinner and everything..
It'd be 6 o'clock!
and KimPossible starts at 6!!!! =)
Then we'll keep watching till 9.30 when the movies end.
It's like a DAILY ROUTINE for me then..
And IT IS an important part of my life that I wont EVER forget.
It's just TOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL.



Well okay.
Back to Mulan.
Some may say that she's Ugly. =.= *I.E. My cousin = Wong Pui Mun.
She hasnt seen MULAN before, and when I watched it that day,
It was her FIRST time watching Mulan.
DAMN!!!!!! What a childhood!
She kept saying that the graphics were ugly and that Mulan aint pretty AT ALL.
UGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Quote from 'The emperor of China' from da movie - MULAN.
The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.

Get it???!!
It's not the looks that matter, it's what inside!
Personally..
I like my disney princesses not cos of their looks, but their personality!
Allie Leow's top 4 disney princesses. =)



1. Pocahontas
She's like those tribal girls..
She's dark, she's courageous, and most of all.. She's passionate.



2. Mulan
She's CHINESE!!! She's looks like us. I.e. the average people..
She's REALLY REALLY BRAVE! And she's willing to do anything for her family!



3. Beauty And the Beast
She's not the kind of person who'd judge people solely by their appearance.
And erm.. She's kinda pretty.. =D



4. Little Mermaid
Well.. Erm..
I liked ariel's singing, and her perseverance!



see???!
I think that NO ONE should judge people because of their appearance!
It's not everything! *speaking for all girls!!

WE ARE WHAT WE ARE. And we shouldnt change what we look like just to please other people.
We should be proud of ourselves! And that includes our appearances!



Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?

I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Westernized.

2010-12-08T22:47:00.001-08:00

Yellow!!
I have this REALLY serious thing to tell everyone!

I think I'm getting 'fawn on westerners'!
SHUCKS!
I still LOVE classical chinese literature, and all..
but OMG!
When I read those people who blogs in chinese,
I get all 'disgusted'.

Disgusted's a bit TOO OVER.
But it's virtually similar.
Like my brain suddenly thinks: UGH. Why do these people type in chinese. =.=

And if you're one of those frequent readers of my blog,
I rarely type in chinese anymore!
When you see Chinese in my posts,
it's normally the lyrics or quotes.
ARGHHH!

I havent been speaking much Mandarin since the holidays started.
I usually speak English or Canto at home.
The only people I speak chinese to,
are my 2 cousins and erm.. Qian + ShiWei. *When I call'em.

I know it's BAD. Like REALLY BAD.
I'm terrified that I'd have this chinese english slang when school reopens!
I dont wanna be a BANANA!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
That's my nightmare!!!!

So...
Everyone.
If I become a banana,
KILL ME.

Oh, and by the way..
I think that languages are IMPORTANTE in our lives!
So..
Dont think because you're really good in english / mandarin,
you can stop learning the other language.
Well, I doubt anybody who really SUCKS in english will read this post anyway.
But when you're out in da society,
ALL the languages you know can come useful.
So THERE.

SHE HAS NICE LEGS!!!
I always like these kind of pics.
Really ancientish!
Like she's just sitting there to think things through..

I'm gonna do that one day!!!
When I go overseas to study,
I'm gonna go on a holiday with my friends.
And I SWEAR!
I will do that one day!
Imagine...
You're standing on a cliff,
and the wind is blowing on you.
Then you open your hands and shout!
It's like you're FLYING!!!!

Cold - Hearted Beings

2010-12-06T05:23:00.000-08:00

HohOHo!
Well..

I woke up at 7 this morning,
thannks to my lil bro who was sleeping right nexta me. =.=
And then I arrived in school...
at approximately 8am.
We were all s'posed to be there at 8,
but sadly,
Only 2 people were there before me.
Wait.. Wait.. WAIT.
In the end, about 8 of us went to da coffeeshop near TJ.
And Sir was there at 9AM!
OMG.
He's either a sicko, or he's a sicko!
And then blahblahblah.

Oh,
and NOW..
I have this sudden feeling that I'm gonna hate someone who's very close to me.
I have no idea why he's one of my closest friends,
he's insensitive!

Ugh!
I dont think he's even humane.
=.=
He doesnt think that his words are hurting my feelings,
all he cares for is himself!

Personally,
I doubt this is what we call straightforward!
It's just COLD.
Like he doesnt have a heart!
Well..
Even if he does,
his heart has either STOPPED,
or it's just the heart of a cold blooded animal!

Hah!
And I thought people like these arent true!
I guess I was WRONG!
Like really really really really wrong!

The World Is Just Awesome

2010-12-05T07:14:00.000-08:00

heyyyaaaaaa marsians!
How's everything going on there?
Hot enough i hope?

LOL.
Okay..
A friend of mine ---- Darvie.
Just stated that I AM WEIRD.
ME.
Alicia Leow.
Weird!
wth?!

I feel like killing him da moment he said that.
Lemme just state some facts, okay?
1. I'm not weird, I'm just a wee bit peculiar.
2. A girl who plays pokemon and likes anime is not weird.
It's just that she enjoys these things.
3. Having a relationship with a guy who's overseas aint weird.
It's just cos I like him.
4. Doing stupid things like shouting to da dog opposite my house and received a reply is not weird.
It's just something we do when we're bored.
5. Etc. Etc. Etc.
If ya have anything comments about me being WEIRD,
please dont hesitate to share it with me on da tagboard above.
And I swear that I dont have the chance to kill ya.
=) Oh, and by the way, I'm really friendly!

Oh!
I nearly forgot!
I just LOVE this song!
Discovery channel's NOT my favourite channel,
It's my third.
Right after FOX and HISTORY channel.
so..
All those discovery channel lovers,
I give you...........

BOOMDEYADA!

Dont think ya know it?!
Hah! I bet you do!
It's a short song..
But it's like REALLY nice.
SO...
Enjoy~~~~

"It never gets old, huh?"
"nope"
"It kinda makes you wanna... break into song?"
"Yupp"
I love the mountains
I love the clear blue sky
I love big bridges
I love when great whites fly
I love the whole world
And all it's sights and sounds
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love the ocean
I love real dirty things
I love to go fast
I love Egyptian kings
I love the whole world
And all it's craziness
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada
I love tornadoes
I love arachnids
I love hot magma
I love the giant squids
I love the whole world
It's such a brilliant place
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada~
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada~
Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada, Boomdeyada ~~~~~~

=D
I hope everyone enjoyed the song!!!!!
If you havent press the play button,
DIE.
Do It or Else.

I JUST LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE THE WHOLE WORLD,
AND ALL IT'S CRAZINESS!

Hilary Duff

2010-12-04T03:08:00.000-08:00

heyyyaa lovelys!
=)
I changed my blogskin last week.
And now,
I changed it again.

Why so?
Bcos my big bro thinks the older one was to tiresome to read.
=.=
Stupid reason for me to change it right?
I know.
But still...
I still dont really like writing a blog whom I know is too tiresome to read.
So..
THERE.

I've gotta nice song to share with ever again!!
=D
I think my craziness with olde songs are quite well known..
So here.
It's a song by Hilary Duff.
I've been a fan of her since I was.. 6?
Since I started watching Lizzie Mcguire!

She's pretty, talented...
And all things a gal would wanna be.
But of cos,
my favourite actress will ALWAYS be Emma!
But still..
Hilary Duff's not bad too!
=)

Enough blabbing!
The song's
'I am'.

It's not those type of songs that I'd normally like..
But I REALLY LIKE THE LYRICS.

I'm an angel, I'm a devil
I am sometimes in between
I'm as bad it can get
And good as it can be
Sometimes I'm a million colors
Sometimes I'm black and white
I am all extremes
Try figure me out you never can
There's so many things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm someone filled with self-belief
And haunted by self-doubt
I've got all the answers
I've got nothing figured out
I like to be by myself
I hate to be alone
I'm up and I am down
But that's part of the thrill
Part of the plan
Part of all of the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I'm a million contradictions
Sometimes I make no sense
Sometimes I'm perfect
Sometimes I'm a mess
Sometimes I'm not sure who I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am

I am special
I am beautiful
I am wonderful
And powerful
Unstoppable
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am
Sometimes I'm miserable
Sometimes I'm pitiful
But that's so typical of all the things I am
Of all the things I am.

Nice eh?
I KNOW!
Personally,
I really like this part...

I am special,
I am beautiful,
I am wonderful,
And powerful...
Unstoppable!!

Dreams

2010-11-29T06:34:00.000-08:00

Tis da 2nd post I've posted today!
=)
Well...

First off..
TODAY'S MY MUMMY'S B'DAY!!!!
Happy 41st b'day mummy!
You're gettin OLDE!
But you'll always be da mummy I love most!
I LOVE YOU.

Second,
I'm still not happy with my hair.
Although I really wanna cut my hair short,
there've been only a few people who really supports me.
*by few, i mean 3 people.
The others?
'DONT CUT!'
haiz...
I've been having long hair for 6 whole years..
And it's BORING!
Wateva.
I'm gonna follow The Fates.
=)

Third,
I realized my ringtone is a REALLY meaningful song.
A dream is a dream your heart makes.
And by that,
i realized that as long as we believe something with our heart,
It'll happen.
Da lyrics are in da bottom.
READ IT.
Dont waste the chance for the lyrics to help you make a big u-turn in your life.

A dream is a wish your heart makes,
When you're fast asleep,
In dreams you lose your heartaches,
Whatever you wish for, you keep.

Have faith in your dreams and someday,
Your rainbow will come smiling through,
No matter how your heart is grieving,
If you keep on believing,
The dream that you wish will come true.

A dream is a wish your heart makes,
When you�re feeling small,
Alone, In the night you whisper,
Thinking no one can hear you at all.

You wake with the morning sunlight,
To find fortune that is smiling on you,
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow,
For all you know tomorrow,
The dream that you wish will come true.

You Wake with the morning sunlight,
To find fortune that is smiling on you,
Don't let your heart be filled with sorrow,
For all you know tomorrow,
The dream that you wish will come true.

No matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
The dream that you wish will come true

HairCut

2010-11-29T02:41:00.000-08:00

Hey sweethearts!
I have something MAJOR to tell ya..
i had a haircut!
YAY.
=.=
And i'm sorry to say..
I REGRET IT!!!!

But what to do?
I cant do anything to stop it since it'd already happen.
all I can do is to wait.
WAIT. WAIT. WAIT. WAIT. WAIT.

The next time I'm going to da salon..
I'm gonna have my hair short!
Like EMMA WATSON.

Okay...
So you may wonder..
HOW'S MY HAIR NOW?!
1...

2...

3...

BLAST OFF!!

My new hair style?
I WISH!
That's my old one...
I MISS YOU!

ME.
=.=

See da diff??
Obvious eh?
I KNOW!

Now...
I cant do anything except for
1. learn from my mistakes
2. learn to be patient
3. Regret for the past!

Oh.
And the song you're probably listening to now..
is Shania Twain's -- You're still the one.

Why this song, you ask..
Cos I wanna tell HIM that you're still the one I want.
and you'll be the only one I love and the only one I dream of.
=)

This song's also dedicated to my old hairstyle..
YOU'RE STILL THE ONE I WANT!

(When I first saw you, I saw love
And the first time you touched me, I felt love
And after all this time, you're still the one I love)

Looks like we made it
Look how far we've come my baby
We might've took the long way
We knew we'd get there some day

They said "I'll bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together, still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss goodnight

Ain't nothing better
We beat the odds together
I'm glad we didn't listen
Look at what we would be missing

They said "I'll bet they'll never make it"
But just look at us holding on
We're still together, still going strong

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss goodnight

You're still the one

(You're still the one)
You're still the one I run to
The one that I belong to
You're still the one I want for life
(You're still the one)
You're still the one that I love
The only one I dream of
You're still the one I kiss goodnight

I'm so glad we made it
Look how far we've come my baby





Ohhhhh!
And yeah!
That's gonna be my future hairstyle!
=D
Pixie-Cut!!!!!

281110

2010-11-28T01:36:00.000-08:00

Heyyyaaa world!
How's everyone doing lately?
me?
I'm BORED.

Tis the reason why I dislike holidays.
IT'S JUST TOO LONG!
And I've ran out of ideas on what to do..
=.=

I drew. I painted. I played. I read. I enjoyed.
But now..
I realize that I have no goal in my life.
And IT SUCKS!

I just dont get why dont da ministry of education divide all da school holidays.
And then replace them in our weekly holiday.
Then we'd only haveta go to school 4 days a week.

I know I'm getting miserable.
Cos I REALLY AM!
Haiz...
What to do?
My BFFS're both overseas.
I've watched ALL the latest movies.
I recycled all my old books.
I've finished all 52 books i bought in da BBW sale.
I've hugged my flute to sleep.
I've gone on a vacation.
What's left?

Left? Or right?

The giraffe reminds me of Qian. =D

Btw,
EMMA WATSON'S DA PRETTIEST GAL EVER!

I like her hair so much!
The layers look so natural!

Her eyes are deep and bewondering!
Her lips are thin and the shape's marvellously beautiful!

SWEET!

I LIKE HER COAT!!!
>.<
I swear!
I'm gonna buy a coat like this one when I'm studying overseas next time!
My mummy wont lemme buy it!!!
ARGGGHHH!!!!

Pampering myself!

2010-11-21T02:07:00.000-08:00

lalalala!
I'm back again! =)

Okay...
It's officially the holidays now!
and i dont have any rules to follow anymore!!
So..
I decided that I'll do my first manicure and pedicure!
I keep seeing all those gals with those pretty pretty nails..
OMG!
IT'S de toute beauté!

I know it's wasteful to go out for a mani + pedi..
but i tried it (french manicure) at home.
and i FAILED!!!
=.=
It's just HARD!
so..
Imma gonna take this pic and show it to da jiejie's in da mani shop!
And i wanna have da same ones!!!

French manicure with nail art. I'm gonna have this one!!!

Sweet polka dotty nails.

Intriqute flower design.

a really really nice shade of blue!

Shimmery shimmery!

Diff shades of blue on every finger.
Maybe I'll try this one day! =D

Nail Nail Nail Nail Nails!
I lurpe pampering myself!!
I know some people think it's useless..
But imagine,
if you're sitting on da sofa one day.
And you're not feeling that happy,
you look at your nails..
And then..
oowala!
THE SUN IS BRIGHTER!
And A SMILE APPEARS ON YOUR FACE!

It's easier to smile or laugh than to express the joy in your heart.
CHEESE!!!

Graduation.

2010-11-19T20:07:00.001-08:00

Hey all.
=) I'm back from Siem Reap, Cambodia.
I think i'm gonna post that post in a week, maybe.. If i'm up to it.

I've graduated!
I'm officially a senior starting from 01/01/2011!

Yesterday was da graduation,
and it was SAD.
I mean like really sad.
It's not like imma sadistic or anything,
but it's just SAD.

I know i'm not that much of a social gal.
I always stick with Qian, Shiwei, Rach or my books.
But i still miss them.

Personally,
I think J3C's da best class ever!!!
We're quite cooperative,
and yes,
It's a jolly jolly class.

okay,
I cried.
Because of ShiWei, Qian and J3C.
We're a family!
We've been together for 3 whole years!
It's just unbearable to suddenly be apart after these unforgettable 3 years.
>.<

Our grauduation pic. =)

J3C,
I'm gonna miss you!
All those memories,
all those laughter,
everything that we shared together..
I'll NEVER FORGET.

I LOVE YOU.
I LOVE YOU ALL.

凤凰花开的路口
the song sang by the form 6 graduates.

又到凤凰花朵开放的时候
想起某个好久不见老朋友
记忆跟着感觉慢慢变鲜活
染红的山坡道别的路口
青春带走了什么留下了什么
剩一片感动在心窝

时光的河入海流终于我们分头走
没有哪个港口是永远的停留
脑海之中有一个凤凰花开的路口
有我最珍惜的朋友

也许值得纪念的事情不多
至少还有这段回忆够深刻
是否远方的你有同样感受
成长的坎坷分享的片刻
当我又再次唱起你写下的歌
彷佛又回到那时候

时光的河入海流终于我们分头走
没有哪个港口是永远的停留
脑海之中有一个凤凰花开的路口
有我最珍惜的朋友

几度花开花落有时快乐有时落寞
很欣慰生命某段时刻曾一起渡过

时光的河入海流终于我们分头走
没有哪个港口是永远的停留
脑海之中有一个凤凰花开的路口
有我最珍惜的朋友
给我最珍惜的朋友

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After the graduation ceremony,
me qian and shiwei went to leisure mall.
Had lunch in Dragon-I with mummy and thur.

Then mummy and thur went for a movie ---- Skyline.
Which they said was a horrible show.

and we went for karaoke in Neway.
We sang, and sang, and sang.
When it was almost times up,
we sang 3 songs.
Theese 3 songs're really special..

For the 3 of us, i mean.
1. 仨人
2. 老婆
3. 祝福

OMG.
then i cried again!
=.=
I know it's really a childish behaviour,
since we'll still be in da same school
But i just dont wanna be apart!

There's this sentence from 老婆 which i really like.
So i'll just post the lyrics here,
to share with everybody. =)

從昨天到今天還有明天
感謝老天讓你們陪在我身邊
愛的心痛的心等待的心
因為有你們的擁抱我很放心
當初見面的不安彼此探索
也許有點茫然迷惑
朝夕相處才發現這世界中
沒有人比你們更懂我
朋友姐妹都已不夠來形容
我們的默契驕傲扶持與包容
老婆老婆我們一起打勾勾
請記得約定的旅程到永久

啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦啦～～
朝夕相處才發現這世界中
沒有人比你們更懂我
朋友姐妹都已不夠來形容
我們的默契驕傲扶持與包容
老婆老婆我們一起打勾勾
請記得約定的旅程到永久
請記得約定的旅程到永久

Shiwei, Qian..
Thank you, for accompanying me through these 3 years.
I know we'd still be together,
but I'm just scared that we'll be like strangers in the future.
Never forget all the memories we had together!
If I didnt have you guys,
all those days of mine would be gloomy and unhappy.
We laugh.
a lot.
That's the thing i'm sure I'll remember after all the years to come.
The times when we laugh until our lips are sour and until we have stomach aches.
I'm gonna remember all the laughs we had together.

I LOVE YOU GUYS.
Without the two of you,
i wont be who i am now.
Thank you for choosing me as your best friend.

À bientôt, Cheri!
Vous êtes la meilleure des choses qui ait jamais été dans ma vie.
Je veux que nous soyons ensemble, pour toujours!
Je t'aime!

See you again, darling.
You are the best things that I had in life.
Let us be together, FOREVER! =)
I LOVE YOU!

FRENCH & FRANCE

2010-11-10T07:51:00.000-08:00

Qian's going LUNATIC on mixed blood today.
Y?
Cos anikala gave this show who was about a baby who fled from the kidnapper's captive for us to watch.
And then?
Qian saw that the baby was very pretty.
And she's been SHRIEKING 'MIXED BLOOD' since then.

She wrote bout ITALIANOs today..
So..
Imma gonna write bout FRANCAIS AND FRANCE! =)

1. French are famous for their ROMANTIC-NESS!

The first look i had upon this guy wasnt very well.
Cos he's not REALLY lengzai.
But.. After awhile..
I felt that he's becoming more and more attractive.
So that's da reason why it's da first pic on this post!

yeng right?
Yeng!
Very retro and very 70s!
But VERY YENG!

COOL!
That's YENG. XD

Got this cos Qian's got da muscle lou! XD
So mine got SIX PACKS!

2. French Kiss

ShiWei says it's disgusting!
But actually,
it's a form of affection!
Beautiful and affectionate way of expressing your love!!

3. REFINED FACIAL FEATURES!

Pretty eh?
YUP!
Very refined features!
High cheekbones.. (Some people thinks it's Un-NICE, but i think that pretty people should have high cheekbones!)
Smoky eyes!
Sharp nose!
Small, petite mouth!

4. TASTE!

Taste is very important,
cos even if you're not that beautiful..
You can become prettier if you have a good taste!

5. Eiffel Tower and Coffee

Eiffel tower.
The symbol of france that everyone knows.
Coffee..
The symbol of relaxation in france.
THEY'RE ONE OF THE MANY REASONS I LIKE FRANCE SO MUCH!

6. French - La Langue

The sexy and unique language that caught my attention!
It has that mmmm de la ohm! tone in it!
And nasal sounds makes it absolutely marvellous!!!

7. ME!

You're reading my blog!
YUP!
ME!
Alicia Leow Kai-Chi!
A gal who deeply adores FRENCH AND FRANCE!
So no matter what,
imma gonna be THE part of FRENCH AND FRANCE in this post!

Vous êtes mon amour.
(You are my Love.)

À bientôt, Cheri!

081110

2010-11-08T06:10:00.000-08:00

成果汇报
There's only one word to describe it..
That's... BORING!
MY GOD!
IT WAS BORING!

We sat there for 5 hours NONSTOP!
there was a 10 mins recess and a 1 hour recess..
but STILL!

It was quite okay la..
Some societies were quite entertaining.
I.E.
The computer society got this dai B lou..
Drama Club got Angels..
Biology Society dissected pig eye..
24 season drums got AngMo..
AND DA WIND ORCHESTRA!!!!

UR DA BEST!
U RWACK!
WE RWACK!
P.C.K!
Play play only ma!
XD

Quite funny la..
Intresting.
Very special,
unlike the other societies... =]

Well..
I think that's all for today.
Gonna share some pics with everyone!
I think I'm gonna make this a daily thing..
I mean having da pics here.
It makes this place, i.e. MY BLOG.
More interesting.
And it also add some colors to it!

P.s.
I dont like talking to people who arent enthusiastic bout books. =.=
Books are a sacred thing!
Dont insult the greatness of books just cos you're not a book lover.
It's just.. RUDE.
If you continue to insult books or libraries in front of me,
and ya think it's funny... SHOVE OFF.
Find someone else who don't know how great books are to chat with.

Personally,
I think this pic RWACCKS!
My interpretation of it:
When you're reading a book,
It's like you've gotten into another dimension!
Away from the life we're having now,
and into the imaginary world of books. =)

To those who dont like books:
You've lost the amazing chance to imagine!

Are girls s'possed to like felines more?
Hmm...
Maybe..
But NOT ME! =)
They're cute, YEAH.
But...
DOGS ARE BETTA!

Tis the action I did most today..
STRECTHING!
=)
It was really tiring in da hall today..
Although we din do anything..
We just sat there..
But it was even more tiring than sittin in class!

1! 2! 3! CHEESE!!!!
Smile!
sweethearts, SMILE!
=)
Life's short,
so SMILE as much as we can!

1 day trip

2010-11-05T08:44:00.000-07:00

huuuuuuuuuuuuu~~~
Just got back from SG.
>.<

Seriously,
I don't quite like SG that much anymore.
It's boring!
Got nothing to do there,
except stay in da hotel all day.
And da food there ain't as nice as da food in KL.

KL is da BEST!
If ya think from da FOOD side..
It's just..
mmmmmmmmm!
=)

zzzzzzzz
imma lazy to type more now.
XP
Nitenites!
Sweet dreams!
I LOVE YOU.

Pretty girl ehhh?
=)
Although I cant see her face,
she MUST be a very sophisticated girl.
Y?
Cos EVERY FLUTIST is.

Even if we meet some bad things in life,
DONT EVER WORRY!
Just be happy.
=)
SMILING is da best way to fight through harsh moments in life.

This's a quote by Pablo Picasso.
YES.
It's da PICASSO.
We're the one who choose what kind of lifes we want.
Don't ever let some other person affect your decision.
Even if that person is ya best friend,
Always stick to your instincts.

A Moment Forever

2010-11-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

Went to the Chinese Literature Prize Giving Ceremony today.
It was quite okay at first.
But then it just got REALLY BORING.

Hong er was sittin in front of me.
And she slept for an hour!
GOSH!
I couldnt even sit still,
talk about sleeping.

Well..
the whole ceremony was about 6 hours and I just got RM30 + a certificate.
=.=
But it's alright.
At least I got the 30 bucks.

during the whole time there,
I was reading this book I bought from da KLCC bookfair on June.
I din has the chance to read it then,
cos mummy just confiscated it.

It's about a Girl with her Golden Spaniard -- RiLa..
She bought her golden when she was with her boyfriend.
But after 7 years of being together,
She soon found out that she wanted to be free, i.e. single.
and her boyfriend has just fallen in love with another girl.
Then she wanted to let RiLa go with her BF.
But then,
RiLa chose her.
She tries very hard to cope with RiLa and her job.
And in the end,
RiLa dies because of cancer.

>.<
I dont like the ending..
RiLa died without even having her mistress with her.
It's just sad.
I know the feeling.
Had it in my life before too..

I'm gonna have my own dog too!
In the future. =)
I'm gonna have a labrador.
Although they're big,
I find myself feeling secure and filled with warmth whenever with them.
They're all so lovely.
The one I had, JiaYuan's dog, Aunty sue's dog..
all of'em are labradors..
I just have this THING for them.

FYI,
I dont like small dogs.
Not hate.
But I dont really like them.
I dont like the way they cuddle into me..
I prefer cuddling into my dog.
That's why I'm gonna have a labrador who's probably gonna be even heavier than me.

once again,
I recommend everyone to read A Moment Forever by Maha Harada.
It's sweet and cosy.
And it just keeps my heart warm.
a story between a normal girl and her dog.
Who is her only family.
It's sad, yeah.
But at the same time,
It teaches us to love our family.
Because we may not know how long more we're gonna stay on this planet.
Precious every minute we have.

I LOVE YOU.
You, as in everyone and everything whom I love. =)

Beautiful eh?
YUP.
THEY ARE!
Just full of innocence.
Of cos,
That's cos they're still pups.
But still,
even if they grow bigger..
Their eyes would never change.
They would remain faithful to their masters forever.

If you like animals,
Precious the chance to have them in your life.
It would change our lives.
REALLY.
It does.

À bientôt!
Remember to visit again!

Bons baisers,

Commerce

2010-11-01T09:11:00.000-07:00

The time is here...
>.<
To choose between commerce and science stream.

FYI,
I'm gonna choose commerce.
That's like something that had been decided when I was still a kid.

But now,
The problem is:
Set A? Set B? Or Set C?

Set A is for students who're more focused on the SPMs.
Set B for UECs.
And Set C for art stream.

Personally,
I'm sure I wont join set B.
But to choose between Set A and Set C is just.. Difficult.
My mum asked me to join Set C.
Because, As always..
She wants me to be happy.

I chose Set A today when I was in school.
beacuse I was thinking of taking metriculation after the SPMs.
And also, I would have Qian to accompany me.
But as always,
she changes her mind.
She always does,
and it's just difficult for me.
So..
I think I'll be choosing my own road and not follow my friend.

It's like a 50/50 chance of mine to choose between these 2 sets.
I can't make up my mind.
I like colors.
But I'm not much of a good artist.

Although I do think that learning
"Prinsip Perakaunan"&"Ekonomi Asas" is important.
As I'm still not sure whether to become an artist or a professional or a journalist.
>.<
I don't like this..
I'm scared that I'll take the wrong move
and regret for my whole life afterwards.

Can anyone gimme some help?
I need guidance!!!

Alloween!

2010-10-31T02:39:00.000-07:00

Joyeux Halloween!!! (pronounced joyeu zalloween)
Halloween!!!!!
Well..
We dont celebrate halloween in malaysia.
So it just SUCKS!
Thus,
the word: SHUCKS!

This pic's dedicated for my uncle!
=) Enjoy~
He's like DA starwars fan.

Cute right?
Yup. It's cute!
Dont think so?
You have horrible eyesight.

I'm quite busy now.
And it's late.
So tata my darlings!
Imma of to harass my GorGor!!!
XD

Appy Alloween!!!

MBTI

2010-10-28T07:25:00.000-07:00

Okay.
I did this test on FB.
And was like this attitude test.
And well...
The results came out like this..
1. Slightly expressed introvert
2. Slightly expressed intuitive
3. moderately expressed feeling
4. slightly expressed judging

Introverted iNtuiting Feeling Judging

by Marina Margaret Heiss

1. Outlook: Strongly humanitarian
2. Idealists + dreamers
3. Responsible to various causes
4. Concerned about relations
5. Appear to be outgoing, but actually are not
6. Can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled
(long term relationships. i.e. best friends, family, soul mates)
7. Often shut themselves in their their own mind
(Necessity to prevent emotional overload)
8. Often misunderstood by others
(Those who arent VERY closed to INFJs)
9. Clear insights into the motivation of others
10. Strong writing skills
11. Possess a strong personal charisma
12. More towards liberal arts than science
13. Abstract theory and implement it creatively

So this is WHO i am..
To those of you who're very close to me:
is this the me you all know?
i guess so..
I dont think it's bad actually,
in fact it's quite good.

I really do have this thing for social and that thing for arts.
So...
How does Journalism sound?
quite suitable eh?
I like writing.
I like talking.
Add together?
Journalism!!!!

A rose made of newspaper...
HOW CREATIVE!!!!!

What's journalism?
Read all the words in the picture,
and you'll have a small insight of journalism.

Pretty pic!
Nice earphones!!
I have something not that similar,
which is blue and VERY techno!

Mayb I'll be like this gal one day.
Living in da city.
Spending time in the office,
rushing for manuscripts.
Shopping on weekends with my GFs.
Reading novels whenever free.
Walk in the park every afternoon.
IT'S A NICE LIFE!
And trust me,
I really hope that my life would be like that.
=D
Let's hope so!!

My Future

2010-10-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

Everyone who's still studying for UEC..
GOOD LUCK!

I'm taking it tomorrow..
And it's ending on friday!
I think I did horribly in this time's exam.
REALLY REALLY BADLY.
I'll probably get:
Malay = B/C
Chinese = B/C
English = A *My only one
Science = B/C
Geography = B
History = B/C/D
Arts = A/B
Maths = D/E

So here.
My UEC results.
=.=
I know it's bad.
But what the heck.
I didnt even put any effort into it,
so it's obvious my results won't be any good.
haiz...
LIFE.

I'm just gonna take metriculation after SPMs.
Then I'll go take up Journalism.
After that, I'll become a normal journalist.
Hah.
My life.
All written here.
Quite good eh?
Not that bad..
Normal life.
I LIKE IT!

But still...
>.<
it feels bad to fail something that i'm very good at if I put effort into it..
Life.
I dont like it that much.
But sometimes,
You just can't deny the fact that it's actually fun.
I hope it'll just come out easy and gimme an A.
Oh lord..
If it really comes out that way,
I'm gonna go to the church for carol-ing this christmas.
And erm..
Those chinese gods?
I'll go visit you sometime when I go baibai my gonggong..
>.<

HIM.
=)
He's just so perfect.
Like da Mr. Perfect.
Although he's not handsome,
but he looks smart.
And he is!
Eventhough he doesnt know sweet talking,
but he's already so sweet himself!
I just like him!
really really do!
Why wont I say love?
cos i dont know what it really is,
so i wont just say it.
Darling..
You are something that's really important in my life.

See?
I'm just a gal,
trying to fins a place in this world.
I don't want to be famous.
I don't want to be extraordinary.
I just wanna be that normal girl you see who walks down the alley.
With that nice cute bag.
And that very friendly smile.
It doesn't matter if I didnt get good grades this time,
Cos I believe that I'll work harder next time.
=)
Alicia,
You're the best!!
Believe in yourself!
You are wonderful in your own unique way.

Paris..
I'm gonna go there one day.
=)
and I'm looking forward to it!
The land of love.
I'm gonna go listen to melodious music,
visit those museums and spend a whole lot of time enjoying them,
sit by the roadside with a cup of mocha on the table and that nice chic novel from my bag.
Paris?
Wait till I come!!!!

22102010

2010-10-22T08:13:00.000-07:00

I just love her!
Since Harry Potter and the philosopher's stone..
Till now!
7 years!
=)

She's perfect!
Beautiful, Clever, Friendly, Unique...
She's everything I hope to be!

She's so beautiful!
OMG!
I just WANT to be like her!!!

Then I told him bout this.

ME
HIM
She's just so perfect! Ohhhh!!! I just wanna be like her!!!
She's pretty, yeah. She's clever, yeah. But she's just not you.
But she's soooo awesome!!!
Even if you think she's awesome, I still think you're awesomer!
aw.... darling...!
If you're just like her, then I wouldn't of fell in love with you.
And if I haven't fallen in love with you, we won't be chatting right this moment.

Oh man!
I'm just so deeply in love with you!!!!
You're just PERFECT!
Even though you say you're not,
but to me,
YOU REALLY ARE!!!!!

I LOVE YOU.
I really do.
I really really do.
I really really really do.
I really really really really do.
I really really really really really do love you.

I don't believe that distance is a problem.
We don't have to see each other EVERYDAY.
As long as our hearts are connected,
everything's gonna turn out fine.
=)

Well,
I posted this on FB yesterday..
And me + QianQian played with this..
AGAIN.

Under the same sky, dreaming the same dream

breathin da same air..
looking at the same moon.
Under the same stars.
Having the same thought.
Stepping on da same grass
Kissing on the same lips.
I DOWAN..
Haha.. Who wanna kiss you? I dreaming bout HIM.
You betta dont think of kissing me.. SHOOH~
yeeee!!!!! I dont even wanna try to imagine!!! Your mouth always SOOOOOOO DIRTY! with chocolate, seaweed... blahblahblah... YUCK!

NAH~~~ its called tong zhen.
LOL! I speechless jor!

There're just so many moments that happened in my life that I want to treasure.
From family, to friends, and some...
Only I myself know...
Life's short...
But I want to treasure every eenie bit of it!
I just hope that,
One day,
When I grow old,
I can just open this blog again,
and refresh my memories of what happened. =)

And when that day comes..
I'm gonna remember all the moments I had with all of you.
Qian. David. ShiWei. JunYi. HIM.

I LOVE YOU.

21102010

2010-10-21T09:58:00.000-07:00

The world's filled with weird people.
Some just wanna be popular.
Some just wanna be normal.
Some just wanna be unique.
Some just wanna be nobody.
Some just wanna be special.
Some just wanna be everything!

I agree that sometimes,
we just can't tolerate with some kinds of people around us.
But this's life everyone!
Take it!
Or leave it!

Enjoy your life.
Don't ever regret.
I know that some of us just wants to end our lives,
but darling...
remember that you've got so many people whom loves you.

I LOVE YOU.

Firstly,
I dont agree with 'YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING'
I cant deny the fact that I like you.
hesha?
But..
I still have my family, my friends...
So..
You arent my everything!
You're something that's included in my EVERYTHING.
=)

We are who we want to be.
We create who we are.
Dont say that you were born like this,
cos you had the chance to change yourself.
But you chose to be who you are now.
It's never too late to be someone new.
It's just whether you put the effort into it.
=)

201020102010

2010-10-20T10:22:00.000-07:00

Hey all! =)
Was my birthday yesterday!
Which was like... an hour and a half ago.

I wanna say thank you!
Thank you everyone who wished me!
From ShangHai, Beijing, Canada, LA, Perth, Singapore, Malaysia and even from Indonesia!
Thank you!
Also wanna thank those who wished me happy birthday in FB.
=D

Really happy today!
Although I din recieve many presents, but still... THANK YOU!
The best present you all gave is our friendship.
=)

Wanted to celebrate my birthday in Victoria Station..
It's one of my fav restaurants anyway. =]
But when mummy came and wake me up,
dad jumped in with this horrible birthday song which made my mood go bad.
So... END OF STORY.
We're gonna go celebrate it today.. 21102010

Seriously,
I feel that my birthday this year is quite a special one!
Because of 201020102010!
My tuition teacher and Kevin both sent me their wishes at that specific time!
And it was so... touching!

I also got a msg from HIM this morning when I was in the JE center...
And i was like...
OMG! He remembered! =)

Well...
So...
THANK YOU EVERYBODY!!!!

I love you all. =)
Some people may think that I say I LOVE YOU too often..
But I really dont wanna regret if I leave this world one day.

Oh yeah..
and my wishes for today...
1. I hope that everyone can live healthily.. =)
2. I hope that I'll NOT get an E for UEC maths
3. I hope that I'll get 5A's for UEC
4. I hope that my family and I can become even more harmonious!
5. I hope that...

May everyone's dream come true!

我爱你

2010-10-03T07:58:00.000-07:00

他和她的相遇，并不特别。
他和她的结局，并不完美。
但是，这一切的一切都对是她的一个刻骨铭心的经验。

他们是同一个学校的。
可能是缘分吧，让他们同一个班。
虽然只不过是一个星期4节的美术节，但是却承载着那么那么多的意义。

他们本来就认识，但却只是那种路过会微笑的那种朋友。
之后，因为同美术班的关系，他们对彼此更加熟悉了。
直到那个时候，他们才发觉原来他们搭同一个地铁回家。
所以，他们每天放学后会在校门口等对方。

有一次，女生被老师扣留了。需要在学校完成一篇悔过书才能回家。
所以，女生就发了一篇短讯给男生，要他先回去。
过了一个小时多，女生要回家了。
刚走出校门，才发现男生在学校对面的公园坐着。手里拿着一本书。
女生傻眼了，她忍不住多看几眼。
不久后，男生从书中抬起头，发觉女生要回家了，才将背包背好，向女生走来。
“要回去了吗？”男生很潇洒地对女生问道。
“嗯。你怎么坐在公园里啊？我不是有发短讯给你了么？”女生很惊讶。刚刚不是给他发短讯了吗？他怎么还在这等我啊？
“啊，是吗？我今天忘了带电话耶...”
“很抱歉啊！我刚刚在课室睡着了，被老师法写悔过书。”女生红着脸说。
“没关系啦！反正我回家也是读书，不回家也是读书。”男生又再一次无所谓地说。
“哦.. 那你以后假如我多过半个小时还没出来，你就先回吧！不必等我了！”
“哎呀！我知道啦！你什么时候变得那么啰嗦了？”男生对女生抛了个鄙视的眼神。
女生顿时面红耳侧。

过了一年，他们之间的关系更加密切了。
男生越来越优秀，而女生也越来越美丽，比之前更引人瞩目了。
她开始有很多的追行者，然而斯文有礼的她却无法拒绝他们一次又一次的追求。

每当他们往回家的路走时，很多男生总会站在她的旁边。想要当护花使者。
而在一旁的男生，只能默默地忍受。

过了几个月，男生再也无法忍受了。
当一个男生再一次接近女生时，他愤怒地对着那个男生宣布：“她是我的女朋友！你们可以不要再来打扰我们了吗？”
他的话一落，那些男生都离开了。
而女生也正害羞地躲避着别人异样的眼神。
男生看见了，便小声地对女生说：“他们太吵了！就委屈一下吧！”
之后，女生就冲冲地走了。
男生也不得不加快脚步。

一个月过了。两个月过了。
他们的关系依旧。但谣言已经传遍全校。
学校里的老师也开始怀疑他么之间的关系了。
身为一名优秀的学生，他被带去训导处。
而他的回答永远都是一样：
“我们的关系你不需要怀疑。她不会影响我学业的。也请你们别去打扰她！”
就这样，他们的关系又继续了。

一年过了。两年过了。
大考来临了。
男生每天都为女生补习。
虽然女生的吸收能力比较慢，男生依然很有耐性地为她解释。直到女生明白。

大考过了。
他们要填志愿了。
女生的成绩不差，这都是因为男生的帮助。
而男生，得到了最高荣誉。
有许多国外的学校都希望能够录取他。
但是，他却问了女生。
女生比较喜欢A大，因为那是世界顶级的大学。
而她也觉得，男生进了那个大学后，能够出人头地。

过了两个月，她幸运地得到A大的录取书。
她高兴得大叫。
她第一时间把事情告诉了男生，而男生也从中得到快乐。

他们上了大学。依旧是好朋友。依旧关心彼此。
每天早上，男生会准备早餐给女生。
每天下午，女生就会准备午餐给男生。
而晚餐，他们总会一起吃。

对外人看来，他们的关系很像情侣，却又没有情侣那样热烈。
他们只是关心彼此，做出一些小到别人无法察觉的动作。

大学毕业了。要出去外面的世界了。
他们到了繁华的W市，因为经济的问题，他们买了一间公寓。同居了。
但是，每当有人问起他们的关系时，他们总会说：“我们是朋友。很要好的朋友。”

因为工作的因素，他们开始疏远了。
男生夜夜晚归。
每当他打开大门，他总会看见桌上的晚餐和一个字条。
每天晚上都是一些关心的句子。不长，却充满着让人宁静的温馨。

过了三个月，男生开始得空了。
他开始每天晚上为女生铺被单。
他开始在一旁默默地看着女生。
他开始为女生准备三餐。
他开始在屋子里的每一个角落留下一个小小的字条。
他开始越来越苍白。
他开始不断地咳嗽。
他开始没有力气了。
但是，为了女生，他仍然努力地坚持下去。

他希望能够在离开之前为女生找个另一半，希望会有另一个人替她保护女生。
他为她介绍了他的好兄弟，因为他相信这位兄弟。他相信他能给女生幸福。
而一直都很单纯的女生渐渐地爱上了他那阳光又不失体贴的兄弟。
他看着他们恋爱，他看着女生依在兄弟的手里。
他看见女生每当提起兄弟时那微笑的眼光。
他满足了。知足了。
他再也无遗憾了。
于是，他离开了。

他的离开是那么的偶然。
那么的令人措手不及。

女生开始将自己困在回忆里头。
她开始不想面对现实。
她开始厌倦这世间的不公平。
而在一旁的兄弟，也变得不那么阳光了。
但是，这一切，他早就知道。
因为男生在离开之前，将一个任务交给他了。
他要兄弟永远守候着女生。
不让她伤心，不让她流泪。
因为他说，女生看起来很柔弱，但她的内心是那么的坚强，那么的值得我们去守候。
于是，兄弟将一个任务交给了女生。
这是男生在离开之前告诉他的。
他将一张张的字条留在这个从满回忆的家，希望女生能够知道他对她的感觉。

女生开始在家里的每个角落寻找那一张张的字条。
每张字条就只有一个字。
翻遍全家了，就只有这些。
拼起来只有两句话。

我
爱
你
。
请
答
应
我
，
你
一
定
要
幸
福
！

===============================================================

作者有话要说：我爱你！这便是第一句话，但也是最后的一句。其实，故事中的女生并不喜欢男生，只是把他当成了哥哥。而这位男生，也知道。只是，他爱她，所以这些都无所谓。他愿意为她而等待，他愿意看见她与别的男生在一起，他愿意！只要她幸福，他什么都愿意。我相信，我们生活中会喜欢很多人，但真正爱的却只有那一位。所以，请好好珍惜身边的每一位！不论是兄弟姐妹，父亲母亲，朋友，都请你好好珍惜他们！

Copyrighted by Alicia Leow! 我不介意你们拿去share但是请记得写我的名字！

Finished on 0153am 04/10/10. (One day before the PMRs)

Random

2010-09-19T03:43:00.000-07:00

1. I sleep like a prawn when I'm cold
(and i sleep like the letter X when I'm hot)

2. I like chocolates
(swiss milk chocolates.. the best food god ever created!)

3. I have this thing for nature
(the sky, the ocean, trees, flowers... and NOT COLD BLOODED ANIMALS!)

4. I prefer sunny days
(not too much sunshine though.. Just a sprinkle of sunlight)

5. I like autumn
(it's romantic when you see brown leaves all over the ground,
and the crispy noises you make when you step on them..)

6. I hate lizards, frogs, octopus
(and pretty much everything with BIG BULGY EYES!!!)

7. I feel insecure when my phone isn't around
(Looking over my phone every 5 minutes or so has became my habit.)

8. facebook's boring
(You have nothing to do except commenting on other ppl's pic or status!)

9. I like to sleep
(My record = 17 hours.. NON STOP!)

10. I enjoy brushing my teeth
(having the mint taste in your mouth... feels mmmm~~)

11. I hate holidays
(You get very bored at home.. ALONE!)

12. I loathe annoying people
(Sometimes... You can take it. But sometimes..
You'll have this feeling like "Ugh. Can she just stop blaberring?")

13. I want a new hair cut
(I wanna have short hair!!! But I just dont have the guts to do so..)

14. I want a new pencil box
(A brown leather one which's big and won't get dirty!)

15. I want a deeper right dimple
(I don't know if anyone's realized.. But my left dimple is deeper than my right one!)

16. I want thick lashes
(like shiwei's.. Looks... Eygptiany! Like she's got eyeliner!)

17. I like having milk before i sleep and after i wake
(milk's addictive! XD)

18. I enjoy seeing the people I dislike get scolded
(I know it's bad.. But who wouldnt?)

19. I like to make people feel annoyed along with QianQian
(There're so many people I know who're selfish to gals and would go all GAGA over guys..
We... Just enjoy seeing them get annoyed with us!
It's like saying:"I know you hate me! so come hate me more!!!")

20. I miss writing
(No matter English or Chinese writing.. I JUST LOVE IT!)

21. I want to spend all my time reading, watching anime and with my friends
(reading's my hobby. Watching anime's my hobby. And chattin with my friends're my hobby too!)

22.I'm addicted to music
(R&B's alright. CLASSICAL!!!! YOU ROCK!)

23. I miss watching friends
(They're so funny!!)

24. I love MOCHA!
(It makes me feel.. IN LOVE!)

25. I want to be a kid again
(hmm... I remember kindergarden.. and I LOVE IT!)

BOREDOM!

2010-09-19T02:25:00.000-07:00

Gosh...
Sometimes...
Going online is so boring..
Nothing to do..
No one to chat with...
Could only move my cursor around the page meaninglessly...
>.<

Everyone's busy preparing for the exam..
Take a break!!!!
Please!!!
I'll be dead because of boredom!

Someone come save me from my dead!!
If not,
I'll be haunting you guys every night.
Wakakaka~~~
=.=

Seriously..
I'M BORED!

haiz...
I'll go study now...
Bye everyone.

Dream a little dream of me

2010-09-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

dream a little dream of me~~
=)
Such a romantic song!
I heard the yiruma version before, but it wasnt as nice as the glee version..
I LOVE IT!

It's really really really really really romantic!
I highly recommend EVERYONE to listen to it!!!
XD

The lyrics're very sweet..
A mixture of the sweetness of being in love and the feeling of love to someone you love..
=)

Gosh..
I feel...
IN LOVE!
=]

=============================================================

"Dream A Little Dream"

Stars shining bright above you, night breezes seem to whisper, I love you.
Birds singing in the sycamore tree, Dream a little dream of me.
Say "nighty-night" and kiss me. Just hold me tight and tell me you'll miss me.
While I'm alone and blue as can be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

Stars fading, but I linger on, dear.
Still craving your kiss, I'm longing to linger till dawn, dear.
Just saying this: Sweet dreams till sunbeams find you.
Sweet dreams that leave all worries behind you.
But in your dreams whatever they be, dream a little dream of me.

Weding in Rawang

2010-09-11T16:57:00.000-07:00

Good Morning Everyone!
T'was back from da wedding last night.
And it wasnt as bad as I thought
(except the VERY LOUD karaoke and being said I'm fat)
But seriously,
dont look down on the REALLY LOUD karaoke..
I believe if everyday
I listen to music like that,
I'll be deaf before I'm even 30~!

And oowala!
I never knew I had such a beautiful cousin!
XD
OMG~
She's really really beautiful.
Very REFINED looks
and ver lady-like
=)
Gosh..
I think I'm a bit obsessed..
LOL~

Here's her pic...
And I din get her permission..
But..
wth
I doubt she'll mind =]

Pretty right?
Her real person is even more pretty.
=)

Okay.
My bro's going back to SG in like...
0400hours..
I'm gonna miss him!!!

P.S. It has been 247 days since we've been together!
Quick congratulate me! XP

Took in the car while going for da wedding.. =)

ME LOVE PURPLE!
(not bcos of Justin Bieber! Me No Like! =P)

灵希

2010-09-11T00:26:00.000-07:00

西城杨柳弄春柔，动离忧，泪难收。
犹记多情，曾为系归舟, 碧野朱桥当日事，人不见，水空流。
韶华不为少年留，恨悠悠，几时休。
飞絮落花时候，一登楼，便做春江都是泪，流不尽，许多愁。
纵使孤单只要记得相遇那一天就算热爱烈火烧尽化成灰雪漫天冻结爱已坚这
一生已不再爱谁开至荼靡花事了 ──灵希

OH MY GOD!
I just LOVE 灵希!

She writes in the way i like.
And she likes the type which I like oso!
XD

YeahYeahYeahYeahYeah!

happy happy happy day!
灵希!

Mwahahah!

2010-09-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I finished 4 books edi!!!!
XD
shuang la now!!!
really really shuang!!!!

4 books also quite nice..
=)
hahahaahahahahahaha
mwahahahahaha

now I can still remember leh!
Shuang-ing!

last time this shuang oso dunno how long ago leh...
I think January gua..
Not very sure.

But now.
I'm feelin GOOD!
=D

Gotta read more jor!
=)

Hehehe...
Mayb next time I become 插画师 oso possible leh!
XD

I thought too much

2010-09-07T09:07:00.000-07:00

Quite depressed now..
A bit EMO.

Sometimes...
I just think that Life's so miserable!!!

Is it all true?
Or is it because I thought too much?
I dunno what to do.
My 6 sense tells me it's true.
But what's happening says otherwise.
>.<

I HATE THIS!
Why can't we just give up?!
WHY?

Listening to Josh Groban's You Are Loved
=.=
It's like the opposite of my feelings now
But WTH
I dun care!

Fed-up with everything now!
I really hate having mood swings!
ESPECIALLY AT NIGHT!
It makes my day IMPERFECT!

I HATE THIS!
HATE THIS! HATE THIS!

I swear!
I wont think too much next time!

To that bastard who left me feeling like this:
I have no idea why you're like this!
And your image in my heart is TOTALLY RUNIED!
I dont even know why I befriended you at first!
MY EYES MUST HAVE BEEN BLIND!

You better not come talk to me again!
Totally opposites!
In front of me : you're like this.
But in front of other ppl : you're that happy happy sunshine person.
Ughh~~
Are you making me pity you or what?
I have no idea of what you're doing.
And your motive. What is it?

GET OUT OF MY LIFE YOU IDIOTIC BRAINLESS COWARDLY BASTARD!

Qui Cherche Trouve

2010-09-06T06:28:00.000-07:00

Qui cherche trouve...
Whoever seeks will get.

I wrote this same sentence on Jan actually..
And even I myself forgot bout this. =)
I realized I changed a lot this year.
I was once like the type of person I hate most (now).

Example given:
I write in CHINESE!
And the type of chinese is like I'm trying to act cute or whatever..
(that was what I felt just now..)
But I never liked girls who act cute..
it was just ME then.
=.=

I wanna know what love is

2010-09-05T06:35:00.000-07:00

Lalala~~
I changed my FB pic! XD
I quite like it..

Well..
My lil bro says it doesnt look like me..
=___=
but i SWEAR! it's me!!!!
He says looks Japanese-ish..
hmm...
There's people saying I look eurosean-ish...
There's people saying I look CHINESE-ish!
There's people saying I look Japanese-ish..

For your information..
I'm CHINESE! (with 25% new zealand blood)
LOL!!!!!

Looks like me right?

I know!!!

^m^

If you look carefully...

There's a sentence in the bottom of la pic..

"I wanna know what love is, and I know you can show me. "

It's the chorus of Mariah Carey's I wanna know what love is.

Nice song!

I told HIM this sentence..

He replied : =D I know!

sweet~~

I think I'm gonna be bored stiff tomorrow..

finding a way to sneak out of home..

hmm...

I WANNA GO TO DA BOOKFAIR!!!!!!!!!!

tata everyone~

ByeBye for now.

If you wanna c me..

Go to the bookfair tomorrow!

I'll be there for as long as possible!

Lalalala

2010-09-04T04:54:00.000-07:00

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达尔文 by Tanya

2010-09-04T03:21:00.000-07:00

WONDERFUL SONG!
Absolutely Magnificent!!!
Meaningful Lyrics. Clean Melody. Attractive Voice.

Seriously... It's GOOD!
Go listen to it! =)

我的青春　也不是没伤痕是明白爱是信仰的延伸
什麼特徵　人缘还是眼神也不会预知爱不爱的可能

保持单身　忍不住又沉沦兜著圈子来去又是苦等
人的一生　感情是旋转门转到了最後真心的就不分

有过竞争　有过牺牲　被爱筛选过程
学会认真　学会忠诚　适者才能生存
懂得永恒　得要我们　进化成更好的人

我的青春　有时还蛮单纯相信幸福取决於爱的深
读进化论　我赞成达尔文没实力的就有淘汰的可能

我的替身　已换过多少轮　记忆在旧情人心中变冷　
我的一生　有几道旋转门　转到了最後只剩你我没分

有过竞争　有过牺牲被爱筛选过程
学会认真　学会忠诚适者才能生存
懂得永恒　得要我们进化成更好的人

有过竞争　有过牺牲被爱筛选过程
学会认真　学会忠诚适者才能生存
懂得永恒　得要我们进化成更好的人

懂得永恒　得要我们　
进化成更好的人进化成更好的人

Judy 阿桑 - 寂寞在唱歌

2010-09-04T01:01:00.000-07:00

这首歌应该是阿桑翻唱的吧
不是很清楚
听了过后，很悲
好像那个男主角已经离开了
所以就酱咯

我妈咪说
我最近越来越喜欢听老歌了
真的啦
因为感觉上老歌比较好听
现在更死了
连离开人间的歌都听
可是音乐无界限对吧？
=)

这首歌前面有一段法文
我研究了很久
终于翻译到了！
看了网上的翻译，不太对
反正都没事做
就做下翻译吧！
XD

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Le ciel obscure la solitude qui nous rends trop de poline
天黑了，孤独开始充噬我
Le ceour qui brise a cause qu'il y a veul seul
因为爱而受伤的人的心又开始疼了
L'amour est partie il ya longtemps que je t'ai vu
爱情已开始离我们很远，而且我们很久没再见了
C'est incroyable que je peut vivre comme ca
我无法相信我竟然能继续活着

天黑了孤獨又慢慢割著有人的心又開始疼了
愛很遠了很久沒再見了就這樣竟然也能活著

你聽寂寞在唱歌輕輕的狠狠的
歌聲是這麼殘忍讓人忍不住淚流成河

誰說的人非要快樂不可好像快樂由得人選擇
找不到的那個人來不來呢我楓O誰的誰是我的

你聽寂寞在唱歌輕輕的狠狠的
歌聲是這麼殘忍讓人忍不住淚流成河
你聽寂寞在唱歌溫柔的瘋狂的
悲傷越來越深刻怎樣才能夠讓它停呢
(誰能幫個忙讓它停呢)

天黑得像不再天亮了明不明天也無所謂了
就靜靜的看青春難依難捨淚還是熱的淚痕冷了

Liszt!

2010-08-30T23:26:00.000-07:00

Liszt!!!
I've been a fanatic about him for 5 years now..
(I think. Maybe more than that.. XD)
But who could deny his greatness???

My fav Liszt song is definitely the infamous La Campanella!

p.s. I'm supposed to be doing MATHS now.. >.<
tata everyone~
'll share my love for liszt with you all after the Trials~
Au revoir!

7 days!

2010-08-22T07:14:00.000-07:00

I changed my blog's background! (If anyone noticed.)
Been using the old one for a few months...
I still like it though..
And PS. I didnt change the skin because I was bored with it..
I changed the skin, because I was scared YOU were bored of it.
=)

Okay..
I'm more of the pastel color-ed type of person..
Unlike ToFu.
LOL~

Everyone's studying.
And so was I.
Until I got a headache and thought of stopping for the day.
I'm so tensed up!
So nervous about the trials!
7 days to go..
And I haven't finish!

OMG!!!!
But Mummy said I should do it slowly..
And not rush..
She said rushing ain't good.
Cos we can't absorb much.

Haiz...
OkayOkay..
PMR...
UEC...

I'm gonna die!!!
I hope I'll do better...
>.<
I hope it won't be like my normal in-school exams...
And I hope I would get 10 A's!

Some people woould say : Why is my goal so low.. And blahblah..
But I think..
ME..
We shouldn't have our hopes too high.
We should just have our hopes to the point where we can achieve.
And 10A's are already a bit high for me.

I hope I'll do well!!!
Seriously..
I DO!

I'm gonna limit myself from getting online from now on.
Only gonna be online once a week..
I don't know whether I'll live...
But EXAMS ARE EVERYTHING, right?!

Exams Exams Exams.
I have to get myself stressed up.
If not, I wont be able to study!
ARGHHH~~~~~!!!!!

Exams. Exams. Exams.

Btw, I went and downloaded quite a lot of songs just now.
And there's one from by the King's Singers which I really really like!
There you go~~~
Hope you'll take the opportunity to download it,
cos it'll be worth it!
=)

Exams. Exams. Exams.

When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
When you're close to me, I can feel your heart beat
I can hear you breathing near my ear
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love

Anytime you want to you can turn me onto
Anything you want to, anytime at all
When I kiss your lips, ooh I start to shiver
Can't control the quivering inside
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love, oh

When I'm feeling blue, all I have to do
Is take a look at you, then I'm not so blue
When I'm in your arms, nothing seems to matter
My whole world could shatter, I don't care
Wouldn't you agree, baby you and me got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love
We got a groovy kind of love, oh
We got a groovy kind of love

千万别让爱成为一种伤害

2010-08-21T10:07:00.000-07:00

千万别让爱成为一种伤害

如果你不爱一个人，
请放手，
好让别人有机会爱她。

如果你爱的人放弃了你，
请放开自己，
好让自己有机会爱别人。

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的，
有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的，
爱是人生中一首永远也唱不完的歌。
人一生中也许会经历许多种爱，但千万别让爱成为一种伤害。
生活中到处都存在着缘分，缘聚缘散好像都是命中注定的事情；
有些缘分一开始就注定要失去，有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果；
可是我却偏偏渴望创造一种奇迹。

爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱他。
话说着容易，可一旦做时就真的很难，不信你试试。
如果真诚是一种伤害，请选择谎言；
如果谎言是一种伤害，请选则沉默；
如果沉默是一种伤害，请选择离开。
如果爱是一种伤害，请不要靠近。
可是好多的情况下并不是如此，因为不由得你选择。

如果失去是苦，你怕不怕付出？
如果痴迷是苦，你会不会选择结束？
如果追求是苦，你会不会选择执迷不悟？
如果分离是苦，你要向谁倾诉？
好多事情都是后来才看清楚，好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦，
然而我已经找不到来时的路。

有一种爱，明明是深爱，却表达不完美。
有一种爱，明知道要放弃，却不甘心就此离开。
有一种爱，明知是煎熬，却又躱不掉。
有一种爱，明知无前路，心却早已收不回来。

爱情不是游戏，因为我们玩不起它。
爱是真心付出，要忘记真地做不到。
不管归处将是哪里，我想都该在心底留有一份纯真的美好。
从来没有轻易对别人动心，突然发现自己深深地爱上了你，
那种滋味真是难以用言语表达，是喜悦？是悲哀？
你叫我忘记，难道爱说收就可以收得回吗？可以的话也不叫爱了。

也许我没有足够的洒脱面对现实的无奈。
我常常有如此的感慨,也许爱情只是因为寂寞,需要找一个人来爱,即使没有任何结局。
可是爱为什么也如此的脆弱？
有时它易碎的程度比玻璃花瓶还容易。
它又如此的坚强,坚强到即便已把自己弄的遍体鳞伤,依然痴心的爱着,从不后悔。

爱可以是一瞬间的事情,也可以是一辈子的事情。
每个人都可以在不同的时间爱上不同的人,为什么我的爱就这么不现实呢？
我也知道不是谁离开了谁就无法生活,
可是要真正的遗忘却是一件万难的事情,也许正因如此我才不够坚强。

因为爱，所以离开。
有一种爱叫做放手。
这些类似的话都是谁说的？
听起来这话很伟大,很洒脱,可是有谁为了爱真正的能够离开呢？
有些感情如此直接和残酷。
容不下任何迂回曲折的温暖。
带着温暖的心情离开，要比苍白的真相要好，纯粹的东西死的太快了。

感情被懂得是一种幸福，等待着被懂得是一种孤独！

DaiKaoFu... I miss you!

2010-08-21T09:43:00.000-07:00

I miss my uncle!
If you're a close friend, you would know I have an uncle who's working in Bali now..
And I miss him...

Actually,
I never see him much when I was young..
He lived in Singapore before he went to Bali last year..
But I still miss him!

visited him last school hols..
Which was like,
2 months ago...
It's not very long..
But It feels as if i havent seen him for ages!

I just dont know how to say..
I just miss him..
A lot!
I miss my bro too.
But I chat with my bro quite frequently, so it's alright...

But my uncle..
I chat with him too,
but he usually goes online at midnight..
When everyone's asleep...
>.<
and when i try talking to him..
He would just chat with me for 10 mins..
And he would send me to bed.

Well...
I have 3 uncles... (2 from my mother's side, and 1 from my dad's)
But I just like this uncle more!
Hehe...
He's more casual, and also.... He's friendlier!

I know I shouldn't say this...
But.. I don't quite like my other 2 uncles..
They think they're all that... And blahblahblah!

I miss you.. DaiKaoFu..

Frustrated

2010-08-21T08:44:00.000-07:00

Where are my dreams located? --------- (A country with Kangaroos)

Show encrypted text

你最近還好嗎??

2010-08-17T08:25:00.000-07:00

Okay...
Been writing my blog in English for some time now..
Some ppl asked today,
so I'll just tell everyone here.. =)

I went through some friends' blog lately,
and most of them wrote in Chinese.
Why?
I'm not sure,
mayb they just like Chinese vr much.. =P
(P.S. I like it A LOT! But i'm just no good.. >.<)
So...
I hope my blog would be nice XD
it doesnt matter much actually..
As long as I like it!!!! =]

Hmm...
What to write? What to write? What to write?
I'm getting out of ideas!
Just dont get how THOSE people get so many things to talk about!!!
ARGHHH~~~~~

YES!
I saw phyllis's blog just now...
Which phyllis?
Yes.. THAT PHYLLIS... =)
In her latest post, she wrote that a blog is just like an aquarium..
We just gotta keep feeding it.
Once we stop, the fishes die.
And when the fishes die, we wont have any motives to write anymore..
It's true though...
I absolutely agree with it!
I stopped for a week, and now..
My mind's BLANK!
Yes! BLANK!
Literally BLANK!!!!!

13 days to the PMR trial..
I guess everyone's studying at the moment..
But you know me, I'm NOT THAT STUDIOUS TYPE~
lol..
I study.
Just not THAT much.
I study for the sake of studying.
Which I HATE! >.<

Today...
Studied 3 babs - sejarah.
and 2 babs - history.

I think that's all!!
O.O
I think I'll have to head to the sheets now.
Tata~
Wish me luck on my trials.
=)

Btw..
LEE HOM is coming on 22nd August (this sunday!)
but sadly..
I can't go.
ughh...
Mummy + Dad're going to Singapore AGAIN for Arthur...
And I'm the one who's always left behind..
=.=
Mummy keeps saying : next year dear. When you don't have so many tests to take.
Well then..
Next year it is!

I miss you!
I miss you!
I miss you!
I miss you!
I miss you!
I miss you!
I miss you!

How're things going there darling?I miss you!
=) Muackmuacks~ Love ya~
Bon amour~ =P

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挑一張耶誕卡寫上滿滿祝福的話
地址寫的是心底你能不能收到它
天有點冷風有點大城市寧靜而喧嘩
這一個冬天我得一個人走回家
問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更聽話
你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我還記得嗎
你最近還好嗎
忙碌嗎累嗎心還會痛嗎
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快樂出發
有再多的牽掛都已沒有權利表達
舊情人給的問候比陌生人還尷尬
昨天遠了明天還長回憶模糊但巨大
這樣的深夜眼淚要怎樣不流下
問自己習慣了嗎
沒有你每到夜裏回聲變得好大
有沒有什麽好方法讓寂寞更聽話
你最近還好嗎是不是也在思念裏掙扎
你說會記得我還記得嗎

Falling nose

2010-08-14T20:31:00.000-07:00

I'm sick! Sick! SICK!!!!

Ugh...
When I'm healthy and feeling grreat, I wish i could be sick..
But when I'm sick, I wish I could be healthy...
Ughhhh~~~~~~!!!!!!!

I've used up 2 boxes + 10 packets of tissue since friday...
And now...
My nose hurts!!!!
Literally!!!!!

>.<
Feel like dying...
Where are you when I need you?

I am MARRIED

2010-08-07T21:32:00.000-07:00

Announcement!
I HAVE SOMETHING BIG BIG BIG BIG TO ANNOUNCE!!!
ready anot??

I AM MARRIED!!!! =)

Wakakakaka~~!!!
And to think that last sunday,
QianQian purposely called me to ask : 恺琦啊... 假如有一天咱们嫁不出怎么办？！
Now I have Lao Gong edi!!!!!!!!

bleh~~~~~~~! =]

Wish everybody oso fast fast get Married / Engaged!
P.s. Wish Rachel + my new jie fu long long nine nine ( 长长久久)!!!!

A tanned NOSE

2010-08-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

First things first...
I have a TANNED nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF!!!
I din even get under the sun today..
shucks...
>.<>.<
I hate having things stuck on my face..
Especially SunBlock..
Ewwwww~~~~

I'll have to live with it...
T.T

Lets get back to the topic, shall we?
The yesterday+today were the sports day (not including tomorrow)
And well...
I dont EVER participate in all the sport things...
But Look carefully because I'll be at the place where all J3C ppl stand...
And i'll be shouting!!!!!!!

Clumsy..

2010-08-02T07:51:00.000-07:00

Well...
I fell down the staircase today...
>.<
Shit painful!!!

I was walking down the stairs at skul,
It was like 7 ++ stairs more till ground...
Then i suddenly tripped as the floor was toooooooo slippery!!!
Ouch!

So...
Now...
I have bruises on my elbow (it hurts whenever i use my hand!) + and my lower wrist...
I hate it!!!!

Then later in the afternoon,
when we're walking down the stairs after skul..
I slipped again!
Thank goodness I didnt fall this time!
But I twisted my ankle...
>.<

I HATE BEING SO CLUMSY!!!!!

Star WiFi

2010-08-01T06:51:00.000-07:00

I changed a NEW phone!!!
=) I'm so happy~~

Today..
Bout 3 something..
Me + Mummy + Baba went to KLCC..
The convention center got a property fair or something..
Then we walk walk walk...
Mummy kept looking at new property in JB
And BaBa went walking around talking to tons of ppl and taking up brochures...

But me and mummy got bored,
So we thought of going to the feminity expo in the next hall..
But OMG!
It was even more boring than the property fair!!!
O.0

So we went back to KLCC
And went to a shop selling fruit smoothie..
Mmmm~~ It was nice and EXPENSIVE!
2 cups for RM 20...
>.<
But it was nice..
I had a berrylicious (cherries, strawberries, blueberries, cranberries++)
And mummy had one with passion fruit + mango pluss something else la..
I couldnt taste it out..
T.T

Afterwards,
we went to Low Yat..
I wanted to buy an external hardisk..
^^
Then we go buy External Hardisk la...
I liked the samsung one..
But the face got shiny shiny reflecty thing..
Made the whole disk look ugly,
So just bought a WD one..
BLACK!
And mummy bought a Hitachi one for Arthur...
=)
Both oso 320GB..
Much better than my 4GB one...
And BaBa gila edi..
Go buy 2 4GB pendrives..
He say if he buy an external hardisk,
the external hardisk dissapear,
then all his things are gonna be lost!
LOL!

Okay...
After the External Hardisk thing..
we went looking for a phone for mummy..
(She's using my bro's extra phone lately,
and my bro aint really happy with that!)
Then we went to this store,
2 guys..
First they went looking for Nokia..
but we ended up buying a Samsung!

Mummy bought one which is White + pink..
It's so called "Romantic Pink"!
It's nice,
with a slide down keypad and touchscreen~
=)
Mine is called Star WiFi~
It's FULLY pink!
Touchscreen!!!
Yay~~~!!!

I LOVE MUMMY!!!!!!
MUMMY I LOVE YOU!!!!!
Mummy, you are the BEST!
I cant ask for a better mummy than you!
P.S. I'm not saying this cos you bought me a phone or an external hardisk,
I'm saying the truth!!!!
You are the BEST mummy i can have!

Mummy + Aunty at somewhere near Ipoh~ Just changed hairstyle de mummy!

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我爱你 by S.H.E

从你眼睛看着自己最幸福的倒影
握在手心的默契是明天的指引
无论是远近什么世纪
在天堂拥抱或荒野流离

我爱你我敢去未知的任何命运
我爱你我愿意准你来跋扈地决定世界边境

偶尔我真的不懂你又有谁真懂自己
往往两个人多亲密是透过伤害来证明
像焦虑不安我就任性
怕泄漏你怕所以你生气
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

我撑起所有爱围成风雨的禁地
当狂风豪雨想让你喘口气
被划破的信心需要时间痊愈
梦想牵着怀疑未来看不清
就紧紧地拥抱去传递
能量和勇气我爱你

我爱你我想去未知的任何命运
我爱你让我听你的疲惫和恐惧
我爱你我想亲你倔强到极限的心

哪里都一起去一起仰望星星
一起走出森林一起品尝回忆
一起误会妒忌一起雨过天晴
一起更懂自己一起找到意义
让我爱你
我不要没有你我不能没有你绝不能没有你

The socerer's apprentice

2010-07-31T23:25:00.000-07:00

I miss my bro!!!
Watched The Sorcerer's Apprentice yesterday night..
But with my parents.. >.<

The show wasnt as spectacular as i imagined,
but it was still nice!
Yet, my mum said it was just okay..
Not SPECTACULAR okay..
But OKAY okay...

LOL!

The plot was nice.
The songs inside were nice.
Mayb it's the male hormones in my body,
I thought the MAGIC was cool!!!
Hehe..
I really do have that boy-ish part of me inside,
and i like it!

I miss my bro..
>.<
If it were my bro i was watching with,
we would be discussing over the whole movie
and the theories we read from different books..

My bro's more of the alien + super natural type..
I'm more on the religious + historical type...

Haiz...
I miss him so much!

"Avatar : The last airbender" is gonna be out soon..
But I'll have to watch it with a guy!
Especially my bro..
I dont think my mum would let me go Singapore just to watch a movie with my bro..
Haiz...
I think I would have to download it and watch the movie with him during the Sep Holidays...

I MISS YOU ARTHUR!!!!
=)
Aud'jor hui~

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Btw,
there was a really nice song from the Sorcerer's Apprentice~~

Secrets by One Republic

I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
Til' all my sleeves are stained red
From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My god, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve
And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Singing straight, too cold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got not shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

So tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away
This time, don't need another perfect line
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away
All my secrets away, All my secrets away

phenomena of parts

2010-07-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

I liked my last facebook profile pic actually...
But my darling said a VERY weird thing that made me thinking...
"wow.. now ppl are only taking part of their face! Put a pic of ur whole body dear~!"

hmm...
I told Jimmy bout this..
and he said it's a phenomena happening in facebook!
OMG!
a phenomena?

Mayb me + QianQian are weird la..
I dunno..
We like to be unlike others...
Which makes us special, in a way...

So...
I changed my profile pic!

But sorry darling...
>.<

^^
Love you~~
It's weird to think that something you say can change the whole me! =)
Tendres baisers.
Te Quiero.
Je'taime~!

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My profile pic =)

Parts of my face! XD

201th day together!

2010-07-28T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hint: Who are my best friends? (2 ppl) (both are their real names, not the ones i usually call)
[--------+------] (no space and no capital letters) =)

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turn around.

2010-07-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

今天
我人生第一次edit照片
结果
只是edit了两张
嘿嘿
很少
可是没关系

我好喜欢！
尤其是第二张
有写了一句话
希望在远方的他能看见吧~
=)

Turn around and you'll see me waiting for you.

其实有很多很多的话想跟你说
只是
每次与你聊天
那些话都会顿时消失
留下的
只是浓浓的感情

若有一天，你爱上了别人。请你第一时间告诉我，这是我们之间的约定。
^^
我爱你呵~

其实全部都是同一张照片
嘿嘿
^^

24/07 坤成音乐会

2010-07-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

昨天
管乐过后
我们flute + euphonium+于评
一起去了ts
本来想要看inception的
可是买不到票 (太迟了！)

所以呢
就漫无目的地在ts走咯
走走走
然后
还是再走

终于！
到了5点半
我们就到金河吃晚餐了
去了kim gary
他们叫什么我就不懂啦
只知道芬芬要了cheese baked rice (chicken chop)
佳愿就要了一碗韩国什么什么面
鸿儿就要了一个chocolate ice-cream之类的东西还有一碗面
我就要了什么牛魔王xxx (我不懂是什么名啦。。就sizzling beef啦)

佩义就负责写咯
写到我的时候
还问了几次
恺琦，你确定你要吗？
嗯
恺琦，30块叻！你要？
嗯
哇。。恺琦，你吃最贵的叻！

过后就开始
吃
聊天
吃
聊天
聊天
继续吃

芬芬和佩义说那里有个帅哥
看来看去都没有
原来，
只是一个皮肤好的帅哥！
>_<

过后
我们就回到ts换衣
佩义本来等到进去厕所换的
哪里知道
一个很很很没有礼貌的老aunty却说：
你们给我进先啦！
一堆人在这里换衣！
挡着我们这些要上厕所的！
没教养！

omg!
当时我几想骂回她啊！
可是我没有啦。。

过后就飞着去monorail了

为何？
因为我们迟到了。。
>.<
集合时间是7点15分
可是那时候已经7点半了
很抱歉啊

到了tun sambatan
还要爬天桥
累！
那个天桥好像斜坡酱
累死人了！
然后我们到坤成了

本来想拍照留恋
哪里知道
有人却说：
你们拍什么照？在别人学校里拍照很没纪律！
(是不是很炸？我也觉得！)

过后就进场了
=)
我们就做第一个进场的咯
很可惜
我最讨厌的人 (我只讨厌2个人)
可能因为希望他的组能坐前面吧
把最后一排让给我们坐
不爽~~~

可是
佩义却讲了一句非常有意义的话
“视觉是其次，我们欣赏的是音乐！”

接着就听音乐会了
好好听
音乐会的详情写不出来
因为都是感觉
抱歉呐
=)

希望我们flute + euphonium + 于评
不会忘掉24/07这一天吧
亲~~~

Forgive and forget.

2010-07-23T09:57:00.000-07:00

刚刚补完习就睡着了
刚醒不久

听着radio
突然听见这首歌
就想到我亲爱的豆腐了

我总叫她分手
但是
她刚开始淡忘
今天就再见到他了
不懂他们是有缘还是无缘
郁闷~~~

我不懂为什么
总是叫朋友忘记之前的回忆
或许是因为曾经经历过吧
不懂

那时候
看了电话的note不懂多少月
至今
还是没有改变过
就是
“when you let go of the past, something better happens.”

就因为有着这样的思想
我遇见了他
=)
一个喜欢我很多年了的人
一个总是有点害羞，
却有着稍微大男人主义的人
一个有着无数优点的人
一个总能让我心跳加速
无时无刻关心我的人

所以说啊
忘记吧
时间一定能淡忘一切
相信我
因为
我曾经也认为
我会无法忘了他
到最后
虽然很快忘了他
虽然总会有一点阴影
但是
亲爱的
believe me
time can change everything.
nothing is infinite.
there's no forever.
All these words are words that we created ourselves to make our hearts feel
better.

Forgive and forget.
That's the best quote to live on.

When you believe in the past, something better happens.

很抱歉
离题了
>_< 晚安
我想你了
你呢？

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那一扇车门
关出我们的裂痕
一声就震断了回头的路程
爱无法均分
以后就留给你们
也许用伤害结束爱才更动人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
容忍的人其实并不笨
只是宁可对自己残忍
既然爱不能恒温
祝福就给你下一个人
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
三个人从不对等
总有个人必须牺牲
那永恒就等他带你完成
你是好人也是个坏人
对我坦承只为了朝他狂奔
不能放任所以放了
这点痛我还能忍
我是好人也是个坏人
分得够狠你才有借口转身
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人
宁愿爱一点不剩
也不忍看恋人爱成路人

what to do

2010-07-22T06:36:00.000-07:00

Hint: ilove----- [What musical instrument do I play?] (It's the earliest known musical instrument.)

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美术

2010-07-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

我不爽那个美术老师！

请问“古老的街道”的定义时什么？
21世纪之前的？
Classical Period?
Romantic Period?
20th Century?

很废好不好？
美术是看人而异的！

你凭什么说我离题呢？

我连画都还没画完，
你就说“离题”！

你没资格做老师！

死废才！

Ever Ever After

2010-07-20T15:07:00.001-07:00

"Ever Ever After"
by Carrie Underwood
Theme song from ENCHANTED

Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true
Deep down inside we want to believe they still do
In our secretest heart, it's our favourite part of the story
Let's just admit we all want to make it too

Ever ever after
If we just don't get it our own way
Ever ever after
It may only be a wish away

Start a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve
Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe
Unafraid, unashamed
There is joy to be claimed in this world
You even might wind up being glad to be you

Ever ever after
Though the world will tell you it's not smart

Ever ever after
The world can be yours if you let your heart
Believe in ever after

No wonder your heart feels it's flying
Your head feels it's spinning
Each happy ending's a brand new beginning
Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through

To ever ever after
Forever could even start today
Ever ever after
Maybe it's just one wish away
Your ever ever after

(I've been dreaming of a true love's kiss)

Oh, for ever ever after

2010-07-18T08:33:00.000-07:00

I love you mon amour... From the bottom of my heart!
Tu me manques tellement!!!!

幸福

2010-07-18T08:02:00.000-07:00

幸福，看着他扭动的头像是一种开心、一些开怀，是幸福~
幸福，每天在暖暖的被窝里醒来，想想远方的他，给她一个微笑，是幸福！
幸福，和他手牵手走在人来人往的大街上，无意间对你一个微笑，是幸福~
幸福，和他偶尔的一个电话、一条短信的关心，是幸福~

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我和他的恋情好像是要结束了
他的父母发觉了

我唯一不明白的是
他们之前不是已经知道了吗？

怎么会突然反对？

我不明！
我不明！
我就是不明！！！

今天早上
我才跟表妹说我们很甜蜜
可是
为什么会突然间这样？

是我做错了吗？

不应该跟别人说
应该学别人搞地下情
可是我做不到！
我就是希望我身边的朋友都知道我很幸福！

怎么会突然变这样？

莫文蔚 -- 如果没有你

2010-07-17T20:51:00.000-07:00

(for ToFu)

其实
我是看了tofu 的post才想到这首歌的

有时
觉得爱情很矛盾
有时像是在吃一颗甜甜的红苹果
那种感觉
让人回味无穷

这首歌
就送给你吧
亲爱的豆腐

Hey～我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
Hey～我真的好想你
太多的情绪没适当的表情
最想说的话我该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你没有过去
我不会有伤心
但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你我在哪里
又有什么可惜反正一切来不及
反正没了自己
Hey～我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里

Hey～我真的好想你
现在窗外面又开始下着雨
眼睛干干的有想哭的心情
不知道你现在到底在哪里
Hey～我真的好想你太多的情绪
没适当的表情最想说的话
我应该从何说起
你是否也像我一样在想你
如果没有你没有过去
我不会有伤心但是有如果还是要爱你
如果没有你我在哪里又有什么可惜
反正一切来不及反正没了自己
HEI～我真的好想你
不知道你现在到底在哪里
你是否像我一样在想你

在雨天下行走

2010-07-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

Hint: w--k---i-t---ain(在雨天下行走 translation)

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人生好复杂

2010-07-14T07:04:00.000-07:00

Hint: l---'sso-o----a--ed ( translate : 人生好复杂)

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Fantastique

letter's to juliet

Canon EOS1100

Frustrated day

Finally back

Kay Tse 謝安琪 【脆弱】

Stephanie Gee

HAMSTERSSS!!!!

Imma back

last day that I'd be online

ALICIA - MEANING

17/02 - 23:42

SHE KNOWS

VALENTINES

2 days to VALENTINES

CNYCNYCNY

RABBIT YEAR!

210th post

No regrets

HATRED.

MINE! MINE! MINE!

LOVE YOU - MV

Wide Awake

Complicated - LIFE

Innocent - lil gals FOREVA

OMFG COLORFUL

SICK! SICK! SICK!

Do you ever think of me?

NSQ gathering - 1U

Imagine

Just the way you are

Cant fight this feeling.

03/01 - Hey S1C1

School's starting tomorrow

Happy New Year

FB trends

Lock me in your heart

Christmas at Genting

PMR

UEC results

NQS

Blacklisted

Where did I go right?

reflection

Westernized.

Cold - Hearted Beings

The World Is Just Awesome

Hilary Duff

Dreams

HairCut

281110

Pampering myself!

Graduation.

FRENCH & FRANCE

081110

1 day trip

A Moment Forever

Commerce

Alloween!

MBTI

My Future

22102010

21102010

201020102010

我爱你

Random

BOREDOM!

Dream a little dream of me

Weding in Rawang

灵希

Mwahahah!

I thought too much

Qui Cherche Trouve

I wanna know what love is

Lalalala

达尔文 by Tanya

Judy 阿桑 - 寂寞在唱歌

Liszt!

7 days!

千万别让爱成为一种伤害

Kay Tse 謝安琪【脆弱】